Husband and wife -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
"Did ye ever see wan o’ thim that could tell a Sehna knot from a
Giordes?" Denis asked, scornfully. "Did ye ever see wan o’ thim that
knowed which rug had a woolen warp and which a cotton, or which rug ’d
wear, or which ’d all go up in flock? If a woman was to boy a shimmy
that ’ll be in rags before it’s been six toimes to the wash with as
little sinse as she’ll boy a rug that ought to last for a hunderd years
her husband ’d be in jail for dit."
But for me, customers had one predominant interest. Among them there
might be some one I could recognize, or some one who would recognize me.
As to the last, I had one fear and many hopes. My one fear was that
Mildred Averill or Lulu Averill might one day wander in; but as time
went on and they didn’t, I ceased to dread the mischance. As it also
proved in the end it was the same way with my hopes. No one turned up
whom I could hail as an acquaintance; no one ever glanced at me with an
old friend’s curiosity.
So I settled down to the routine which, though I didn’t know it then,
was the mental rest that, according to Doctor Scattlethwaite, I needed
for my recovery. The days were so much alike that I could no more
differentiate between them than can a man in prison. On eighteen
dollars a week I contrived to live with that humble satisfaction of
humble needs which I learned to be all that a man requires. Little by
little I accommodated myself to the outlook of my surroundings, and if I
never thought exactly like my companions I found myself able to listen
to their views complacently. With all three of my more important
co-workers—Denis, Bridget, and the Finn—my relations were cordial, a
fact due largely to their courteous respect for my private history, into
which none of them ever pried. Like Lydia, Drinkwater, and every one
else, they took it for granted that there was something I wanted to
hide, and allowed me to hide it.
In this way I passed the end of the year 1916, the whole of 1917, and
all of 1918 up to the beginning of December. Though the country had in
the mean time gone to war it made little difference to us. Denis was
too old to be drafted; Bridget and the Finn were exempted as fathers of
large families; I was examined, and, for reasons I do not yet
understand, rejected. I should have made a very good fighting man; but
I think I was looked upon as of weak or uncertain mentality.
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