Husband and wife -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
During all those months I courted the obscurity so easy to find.
Between Creed & Creed’s and my squint-eyed room with the fungi on the
mantelpiece I went by what you might call the back ways, in order to
risk no meeting with Mildred Averill or her family. Since they
frequented the neighboring book store, one of the best known in New
York, they might at some time see me going in or out, and so I kept to
the direction of Sixth Avenue. Though I often drifted out into the
midday throng of which I have spoken already there was little danger in
that, because I was swallowed in the crowd. In company for the most
part with Sam Pelly, I took my meals in places so modest that Lydia
Blair was unlikely to run across me; and I had no one else to be afraid
of.
Peace therefore stole into my racked soul, though it was the peace of
death. While I had recurrences of the hope that my lost sense of
identity would one day be restored to me, I dropped into the habit of
not thinking much about it. I ate and drank; I had shelter and clothes.
The narrow margin on which other working-people lived came to seem
enough for me. Toward the great accidents of life, illness or
incapacity, I learned to take the same philosophic attitude as they,
trusting to luck, or to something too subtle and spiritual to put easily
into words, to take care of me. If I developed any deep, strong
principle of living it was along the lines of the wish that on a snowy
December afternoon had led me to Meeting-House Green. I knew that the
universe was filled with a great Will and tried to let myself glide
along on it in simplicity, and harmony.
*CHAPTER VI*
On the morning of the eleventh of December, 1918, I had been in the
basement helping to unpack a consignment just come in from India, as I
had first done two years before. I had, therefore, not known what
passed on the floor above during the forenoon, and should have been
little interested had I been there. What I needed to know the Floater
told me when I appeared after lunch to take my shift on the main floor
with Bridget and the Finn.
"You’re to go with the two lads down-stairs"—the two of our six porters
who were always transient—"to this number in East Seventy-sixth Street,
and show the big Chinee antique, 4792, and the modern Chinee, 3628, to a
lady that’s stayin’ there, and explain to her the difference between
them. She’ll take the new one if she thinks it’s just as good, and
you’re to show her that it isn’t. She’s not the lady of the house. Her
name is Mrs. Mountney, and she comes from Boston. She saw them both
this morning, but said she couldn’t judge till she’d viewed ’em
private."
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