decaying matter, the soft and pallid worm-like forms that tunnel in
vegetable ooze, were of an unhealthy type. But yet these creatures are
as much the work of God as the flowers and trees, the brisk animals
which we love to see about us. We are obliged in self-defence to do
battle with the creatures which menace our health; we do not question
our right to deprive them of life for our own comfort; but surely with
this analogy before us, we are equally compelled to think of the forms
of moral evil, with all their dark vitality, as the work of God's hand.
It is a sad conclusion to be obliged to draw, but I can have no doubt
that no comprehensive system of philosophy can ever be framed, which
does not trace the vitality of what we call evil to the same hand as
the vitality of what we call good. I have no doubt myself of the
supremacy of a single power; but the explanation that evil came into
the world by the institution of free-will, and that suffering is the
result of sin, seems to me to be wholly inadequate, because the mystery
of strife and pain and death is "far older than any history which is
written in any book." The mistake that we make is to count up all the
qualities which seem to promote our health and happiness, and to invent
an anthropomorphic figure of God, whom we array upon the side which we
wish to prevail. The truth is far darker, far sterner, far more
mysterious. The darkness is his not less than the light; selfishness
and sin are the work of his hand, as much as unselfishness and
holiness. To call this attitude of mind pessimism, and to say that it
can only end in acquiescence or despair, is a sin against truth. A
creed that does not take this thought into account is nothing but a
delusion, with which we try to beguile the seriousness of the truth
which we dread; but such a stern belief does not forbid us to struggle
and to strive; it rather bids us believe that effort is a law of our
natures, that we are bound to be enlisted for the fight, and that the
only natures that fail are those that refuse to take a side at all.
There is no indecision in nature, though there is some illusion. The
very star that rises, pale and serene, above the darkening thicket, is
in reality a globe wreathed in fiery vapour, the centre of a throng of
whirling planets. What we have to do is to see as deep as we can into
the truth of things, not to invent paradises of thought, sheltered
gardens, from which grief and suffering shall tear us, naked and
protesting; but to gaze into the heart of God, and then to follow as
faithfully as we can the imperative voice that speaks within the soul.
XXXVII
Renewal
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