"Nathan Baskerville was my father, and my sister's and brother's
father. My mother was his wife all but in name, and they only didn't
marry because it meant losing money. You understand why I didn't tell
you--because of my poor mother. Now you can do as you please. I'm
myself anyway, and I'm not going to suffer for another's sins more than
I can help. There's no stain on me, and well you know it."
"Nathan was your father?"
"He was. I suppose Heathman told you. He's threatened to oft enough."
"No matter for that. 'Tis so, and 'twas deliberately hidden from me."
"'Twas hidden from all the world. And why not? I did no wrong by
hiding it, feel as I might. There was four to think of."
"'Twasn't hidden from all the world, and 'tisn't hidden. I didn't
learn it from Heathman. You've brought this on yourself in a way. If
you hadn't quarrelled with a certain man I shouldn't have done so
either. Jack Head told me after I'd thrashed him for insulting you;
and I suppose if he hadn't I might have gone to church with you, and
very likely gone to my grave at last, and never known what you was."
"I should have told you when my mother died."
"D'you swear that?"
"I tell you it is so. I'm going to swear no more at your bidding.
'Tis for me to speak now. You've cut me to the quick to-day, and I
doubt if I shall ever get over it. 'Tisn't a very manly way to treat
an innocent girl, I should think. However, I forgive everything and
always shall, for I love the ground you walk on, and you know it, and
'twasn't from any wish to treat you without proper respect that I hid
away this cruel thing. I said to myself, 'It can't hurt dear Tim not
to know it, and it would hurt my mother and my sister terribly if 'twas
known.' So, right or wrong, I did what I did; and now you're in
judgment over me, and I can't--I can't live another moment, dear
Timothy, till I know how you feel about it."
She had begun in a spirit rather dictatorial, but changed swiftly into
this milder appeal when she marked the expression of his face. He was
prepared to stand little. From the first she felt almost hopeless that
she would have power to move him.
"Who told Jack Head?" asked Timothy.
"God knows. My brother, I should think. There's none else in the
world but mother and Phyllis that knew it."
"Others were told, but not me. I was deceived by all of you."
"That's not true," she answered as her fighting instinct got the better
of tact. "'Twasn't to deceive you not to tell you. All families have
got secrets--yours too."
"You did wrong to me. 'Tisn't even like as if I was nobody. I come of
pretty good havage on my mother's side, and I think a lot of such
things."
"Well, the Baskervilles----"
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