"Don't be foolish, woman! D'you think I'm ----? There, 'tisn't a case
for talk that I can see. The thing be done and can't be undone. I'd
have overlooked it, so like as not, if you'd made a clean breast of the
truth when I offered for you; but to let me go on blind--I can't
forgive that."
Perceiving what had hurt him, Cora set herself to lessen the sting as
much as possible; but she failed. They talked to no purpose for an
hour, while she used every argument that occurred to her, and he
opposed to her swift mind and subtle reasoning a blank, impassive wall
of sulky anger and wounded pride. It began to grow dark before the
conclusion came, and they had walked half-way back to Shaugh. At the
top of the hill he left her, and the battle ended in wrath on both
sides and a parting irrevocable.
Her failure it was that made Cora lose her temper, and when she did so,
he, thankful for the excuse, spoke harshly, and absolved his own uneasy
spirit for so doing.
The final scene was brief, and the woman, wearied in mind and body with
her efforts to propitiate him, drew it down upon them.
"Why don't you speak out like a man, then?" she said at last. "Why
d'you keep growling in your throat, like a brute, and not answering my
questions? 'Tis because you can't answer them in right and justice.
But one word you've got to find a tongue to, though well you may be
shamed to do it. It shan't be said I've thrown you over, if that's the
cowardly thing you're playing up for. I promised to marry you, and I
would marry you; but you don't want to marry me, it seems, and you've
pitched on this paltry thing to get out of it."
"'Paltry thing'! You're shameless."
"Yes, it is paltry; and everybody would say so; and you'll hear what
decent people think of you pretty soon if you throw me over, I can tell
you. How can a child help its own father, or see whether its parents
be properly married? You're cruel and mad both."
"We'll see, then," he answered. "Since you're bent on hearing me
speak, I will. And don't pretend as I'm growling and you're not
hearing. I'll tell you what I mean, and my words shall be as clear as
my mind is about it. I won't marry you now, and I wouldn't if you was
all you ought to be. I've had a taste of your tongue this evening
that's opened my mind a good bit to what you are. You've shown me a
lot more about yourself than you think for. And if I did growl, like a
brute, my ears was open and my wits was wide awake, like a man. And I
won't marry you, and I've a perfect right not to do so after this."
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