The Three Cities Trilogy: Lourdes, Volume 1 — John Shaqi
The Three Cities Trilogy: Lourdes, Volume 1Zola, Émile
Religion
The Three Cities Trilogy: Lourdes, Volume 1
Zola, Émile
Catholics -- Fiction; Christian pilgrims and pilgrimages -- Fiction; Clergy -- Fiction; Lourdes (France) -- Fiction
“Yes, monsieur,” he said, “such as you see me, I was formerly
fifth-class professor at the Lycee Charlemagne. At first I thought that
it was mere sciatica, but afterwards I was seized with sharp,
lightning-like pains, red-hot sword thrusts, you know, in the muscles.
For nearly ten years the disease kept on mastering me more and more. I
consulted all the doctors, tried every imaginable mineral spring, and
now I suffer less, but I can no longer move from my seat. And then,
after long living without a thought of religion, I was led back to God
by the idea that I was too wretched, and that Our Lady of Lourdes could
not do otherwise than take pity on me.”
Feeling interested, Pierre in his turn had leant over the partition and
was listening.
“Is it not so, Monsieur l’Abbe?” continued M. Sabathier. “Is not
suffering the best awakener of souls? This is the seventh year that I
am going to Lourdes without despairing of cure. This year the Blessed
Virgin will cure me, I feel sure of it. Yes, I expect to be able to
walk about again; I now live solely in that hope.”
M. Sabathier paused, he wished his wife to push his legs a little more
to the left; and Pierre looked at him, astonished to find such
obstinate faith in a man of intellect, in one of those university
professors who, as a rule, are such Voltairians. How could the belief
in miracles have germinated and taken root in this man’s brain? As he
himself said, great suffering alone explained this need of illusion,
this blossoming of eternal and consolatory hope.
“And my wife and I,” resumed the ex-professor, “are dressed, you see,
as poor folks, for I wished to go as a mere pauper this year, and
applied for /hospitalisation/ in a spirit of humility in order that the
Blessed Virgin might include me among the wretched, her children—only,
as I did not wish to take the place of a real pauper, I gave fifty
francs to the Hospitalite, and this, as you are aware, gives one the
right to have a patient of one’s own in the pilgrimage. I even know my
patient. He was introduced to me at the railway station. He is
suffering from tuberculosis, it appears, and seemed to me very low,
very low.”
A fresh interval of silence ensued. “Well,” said M. Sabathier at last,
“may the Blessed Virgin save him also, she who can do everything. I
shall be so happy; she will have loaded me with favours.”
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