The Three Cities Trilogy: Lourdes, Volume 1Zola, Émile
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The Three Cities Trilogy: Lourdes, Volume 1
Zola, Émile
Catholics -- Fiction; Christian pilgrims and pilgrimages -- Fiction; Clergy -- Fiction; Lourdes (France) -- Fiction
this scoria, this fairy tale, all touching and childish as it was. But
he had been obliged to relinquish his studies, shrinking from the
necessity of making a journey to the Grotto, and finding that it would
be extremely difficult to obtain the information which he still needed;
and of it all there at last only remained within him a tender feeling
for Bernadette, of whom he could not think without a sensation of
delightful charm and infinite pity.
The days went by, and Pierre led a more and more lonely life. Doctor
Chassaigne had just left for the Pyrenees in a state of mortal anxiety.
Abandoning his patients, he had set out for Cauterets with his ailing
wife, who was sinking more and more each day, to the infinite distress
of both his charming daughter and himself. From that moment the little
house at Neuilly fell into deathlike silence and emptiness. Pierre had
no other distraction than that of occasionally going to see the
Guersaints, who had long since left the neighbouring house, but whom he
had found again in a small lodging in a wretched tenement of the
district. And the memory of his first visit to them there was yet so
fresh within him, that he felt a pang at his heart as he recalled his
emotion at sight of the hapless Marie.
That pang roused him from his reverie, and on looking round he
perceived Marie stretched on the seat, even as he had found her on the
day which he recalled, already imprisoned in that gutter-like box, that
coffin to which wheels were adapted when she was taken out-of-doors for
an airing. She, formerly so brimful of life, ever astir and laughing,
was dying of inaction and immobility in that box. Of her old-time
beauty she had retained nothing save her hair, which clad her as with a
royal mantle, and she was so emaciated that she seemed to have grown
smaller again, to have become once more a child. And what was most
distressing was the expression on her pale face, the blank, frigid
stare of her eyes which did not see, the ever haunting absent look, as
of one whom suffering overwhelmed. However, she noticed that Pierre was
gazing at her, and at once desired to smile at him; but irresistible
moans escaped her, and when she did at last smile, it was like a poor
smitten creature who is convinced that she will expire before the
miracle takes place. He was overcome by it, and, amidst all the
sufferings with which the carriage abounded, hers were now the only
ones that he beheld and heard, as though one and all were summed up in
her, in the long and terrible agony of her beauty, gaiety, and youth.
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