The Three Cities Trilogy: Lourdes, Volume 1Zola, Émile
Religion
The Three Cities Trilogy: Lourdes, Volume 1
Zola, Émile
Catholics -- Fiction; Christian pilgrims and pilgrimages -- Fiction; Clergy -- Fiction; Lourdes (France) -- Fiction
not question. Oh! to believe, to believe with his whole soul, to plunge
into faith for ever! Doubtless there was no other possible happiness.
He longed for faith with all the joyousness of his youth, with all the
love that he had felt for his mother, with all his burning desire to
escape from the torment of understanding and knowing, and to slumber
forever in the depths of divine ignorance. It was cowardly, and yet so
delightful; to exist no more, to become a mere thing in the hands of
the Divinity. And thus he was at last possessed by a desire to make the
supreme experiment.
A week later the journey to Lourdes was decided upon. Pierre, however,
had insisted on a final consultation of medical men in order to
ascertain if it were really possible for Marie to travel; and this
again was a scene which rose up before him, with certain incidents
which he ever beheld whilst others were already fading from his mind.
Two of the doctors who had formerly attended the patient, and one of
whom believed in the rupture of certain ligaments, whilst the other
asserted the case to be one of medullary paralysis, had ended by
agreeing that this paralysis existed, and that there was also,
possibly, some ligamentary injury. In their opinion all the symptoms
pointed to this diagnosis, and the nature of the case seemed to them so
evident that they did not hesitate to give certificates, each his own,
agreeing almost word for word with one another, and so positive in
character as to leave no room for doubt. Moreover, they thought that
the journey was practicable, though it would certainly prove an
exceedingly painful one. Pierre thereupon resolved to risk it, for he
had found the doctors very prudent, and very desirous to arrive at the
truth; and he retained but a confused recollection of the third medical
man who had been called in, a distant cousin of his named De Beauclair,
who was young, extremely intelligent, but little known as yet, and said
by some to be rather strange in his theories. This doctor, after
looking at Marie for a long time, had asked somewhat anxiously about
her parents, and had seemed greatly interested by what was told him of
M. de Guersaint, this architect and inventor with a weak and exuberant
mind. Then he had desired to measure the sufferer’s visual field, and
by a slight discreet touch had ascertained the locality of the pain,
which, under certain pressure, seemed to ascend like a heavy shifting
mass towards the breast. He did not appear to attach importance to the
paralysis of the legs; but on a direct question being put to him he
exclaimed that the girl ought to be taken to Lourdes and that she would
assuredly be cured there, if she herself were convinced of it. Faith
sufficed, said he, with a smile; two pious lady patients of his, whom
he had sent thither during the preceding year, had returned in radiant
health. He even predicted how the miracle would come about; it would be
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