Civil service -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
Mrs. Woodward's letter to Harry was full of the tenderest affection.
It was a flattering, soothing, loving letter, such as no man ever could
have written. It was like oil poured into his wounds, and made him feel
that the world was not all harsh to him. He had determined not to go to
Hampton that Saturday; but Mrs. Woodward's letter almost made him rush
there at once that he might throw himself into her arms--into her arms,
and at her daughter's feet. The time had now come to him when he wanted
to be comforted by the knowledge that his love was returned. He resolved
that during his next visit he would formally propose to Gertrude.
The determination to do this, and a strong hope that he might do it
successfully, kept him up during the interval. On the following week
he was to go to his father's place to shoot, having obtained leave of
absence for a month; and he felt that he could still enjoy himself if
he could take with him the conviction that all was right at Surbiton
Cottage. Mrs. Woodward, in her letter, though she had spoken much of
the girls, had said nothing special about Gertrude. Nevertheless, Norman
gathered from it that she intended that he should go thither to look for
comfort, and that he would find there the comfort that he required.
And Mrs. Woodward had intended that such should be the effect of her
letter. It was at present the dearest wish of her heart to see Norman
and Gertrude married. That Norman had often declared his love to her
eldest daughter she knew very well, and she knew also that Gertrude
had never rejected him. Having perfect confidence in her child, she had
purposely abstained from saying anything that could bias her opinion.
She had determined to leave the matter in the hands of the young people
themselves, judging that it might be best arranged as a true love-match
between them, without interference from her; she had therefore said
nothing to Gertrude on the subject.
Mrs. Woodward, however, discovered that she was in error, when it
was too late for her to retrieve her mistake; and, indeed, had she
discovered it before that letter was written, what could she have done?
She could not have forbidden Harry to come to her house--she could not
have warned him not to throw himself at her daughter's feet. The cup was
prepared for his lips, and it was necessary that he should drink of it.
There was nothing for which she could blame him; nothing for which she
could blame herself; nothing for which she did blame her daughter. It
was sorrowful, pitiful, to be lamented, wept for, aye, and groaned for;
many inward groans it cost her; but it was at any rate well that she
could attribute her sorrow to the spite of circumstances rather than to
the ill-conduct of those she loved.
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