Civil service -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
'It doesn't matter what you think now,' said Mrs. Davis; 'for you must
be off from this. Do you know what o'clock it is? Do you want the house
to get a bad name? Come, you two understand each other now, so you may
as well give over billing and cooing for this time. It's all settled
now, isn't it, Mr. Tudor?'
'Oh yes, I suppose so,' said Charley.
'Well, and what do you say, Norah?'
'Oh, I'm sure I'm agreeable if he is. Ha! ha! ha! I only hope he won't
think me too forward--he! he! he!'
And then with another kiss, and very few more words of any sort, Charley
took himself off.
'I'll have nothing more to do with him,' said Norah, bursting into
tears, as soon as the door was well bolted after Charley's exit. 'I'm
only losing myself with him. He don't mean anything, and I said he
didn't all along. He'd have pitched me to Old Scratch, while I was
sitting there on his knee, if he'd have had his own way--so he would;'
and poor Norah cried heartily, as she went to her work in her usual way
among the bottles and taps.
'Why, you fool you, what do you expect? You don't think he's to jump
down your throat, do you? You can but try it on; and then if it don't
do, why there's the other one to fall back on; only, if I had the
choice, I'd rather have young Tudor, too.'
'So would I,' said Norah; 'I can't abide that other fellow.'
'Well, there, that's how it is, you know--beggars can't be choosers. But
come, make us a drop of something hot; a little drop will do yourself
good; but it's better not to take it before him, unless when he presses
you.'
So the two ladies sat down to console themselves, as best they might,
for the reverses which trade and love so often bring with them.
Charley walked off a miserable man. He was thoroughly ashamed of
himself, thoroughly acknowledged his own weakness; and yet as he went
out from the 'Cat and Whistle,' he felt sure that he should return there
again to renew the degradation from which he had suffered this night.
Indeed, what else could he do now? He had, as it were, solemnly plighted
his troth to the girl before a third person who had brought them
together, with the acknowledged purpose of witnessing that ceremony. He
had, before Mrs. Davis, and before the girl herself, heard her spoken
of as his wife, and had agreed to the understanding that such an
arrangement was a settled thing. What else had he to do now but to
return and complete his part of the bargain? What else but that, and
be a wretched, miserable, degraded man for the rest of his days; lower,
viler, more contemptible, infinitely lower, even than his brother
clerics at the office, whom in his pride he had so much despised?
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