Civil service -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
And yet young Tudor was a lad of a kindly heart, of a free, honest, open
disposition, deficient in no proportion of mind necessary to make an
estimable man. But he was easily malleable, and he took at once the full
impression of the stamp to which he was subjected. Had he gone into
the Weights and Measures, a hypothesis which of course presumes a total
prostration of the intellects and energy of Mr. Hardlines, he would have
worked without a groan from ten till five, and have become as good a
model as the best of them. As it was, he can be hardly said to have
worked at all, soon became _facile princeps_ in the list of habitual
idlers, and was usually threatened once a quarter with dismissal, even
from that abode of idleness, in which the very nature of true work was
unknown.
Some tidings of Charley's doings in London, and non-doings at the
Internal Navigation, of course found their way to the Shropshire
parsonage. His dissipation was not of a very costly kind; but £90 per
annum will hardly suffice to afford an ample allowance of gin-and-water
and bird's-eye tobacco, over and above the other wants of a man's life.
Bills arrived there requiring payment; and worse than this, letters also
came through Sir Gilbert de Salop from Mr. Oldeschole, the Secretary,
saying that young Tudor was disgracing the office, and lowering the
high character of the Internal Navigation; and that he must be removed,
unless he could be induced to alter his line of life, &c.
Urgent austere letters came from the father, and fond heart-rending
appeals from the mother. Charley's heart was rent. It was, at any rate,
a sign in him that he was not past hope of grace, that he never laughed
at these monitions, that he never showed such letters to his companions,
never quizzed his 'governor's' lectures, or made merry over the grief of
his mother. But if it be hard for a young man to keep in the right
path when he has not as yet strayed out of it, how much harder is it to
return to it when he has long since lost the track! It was well for
the father to write austere letters, well for the mother to make tender
appeals, but Charley could not rid himself of his companions, nor of his
debts, nor yet even of his habits. He could not get up in the morning
and say that he would at once be as his cousin Alaric, or as his
cousin's friend, Mr. Norman. It is not by our virtues or our vices that
we are judged, even by those who know us best; but by such credit for
virtues or for vices as we may have acquired. Now young Tudor's credit
for virtue was very slight, and he did not know how to extend it.
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