Civil service -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
Linda, for a while, did not know what to answer. Her hesitating manner
immediately revealed to Katie that there was a secret, and that her
sister could tell it if she would.
'Oh! Linda, do tell me, do tell me, dear Linda; you ought to tell me for
mamma's sake.'
At last, with much hesitation, Linda told her the whole tale.
'Perhaps mamma thinks that you are too fond of Charley.'
An instant light flashed across Katie's heart--across her heart, and
brain, and senses. Not another word was necessary to explain to her the
whole mystery, to tell the whole tale, to reveal to her the secret of
her own love, of her mother's fears, and of his assumed unwillingness.
She got up slowly from her knees, kissed her sister's cheek and neck,
smiled at her so sweetly, so sadly, and then sitting on her old seat,
began playing with her long hair, and gazing at vacancy.
'It is only what I guess, you know, Katie--you would make me tell you,
but I am sure there is nothing in it.'
'Dear Linda,' said she, 'you are so good; I am so much obliged to you.'
After that Katie spoke no further of Charley. But it was evident to them
all, that though she said nothing, she had not ceased to think of him.
Nor did her cheek again become rosy, nor her arms round, nor her voice
happy. She got weaker than ever, and poor Mrs. Woodward was overcome
with sorrow.
Nor was this the only cause of grief at Surbiton Cottage. During
the last few weeks a bitter estrangement had taken place between the
Woodwards and the Tudors, Alaric Tudor, that is, and Gertrude. Two
years had now passed since Norman had chosen to quarrel with Alaric,
and during all that period the two had never spoken amicably together,
though they had met on business very frequently; on all such occasions
Alaric had been unperturbed and indifferent, whereas Norman had been
gloomy, and had carried a hostile brow and angry eye. At their period
of life, two years generally does much to quiet feelings of ill-will and
pacify animosity; but Norman's feelings had by no means been quieted,
nor his animosity pacified. He had loved Alaric with a close and manly
love; now he hated him with a close and, I fear I may say, a manly
hatred. Alaric had, as he thought, answered his love by treachery; and
there was that in Norman's heart which would not allow him to forgive
one who had been a traitor to him. He had that kind of selfishness so
common to us, but of which we are so unconscious, which will not allow
us to pardon a sin against our own _amour propre_. Alaric might have
been forgiven, though he had taken his friend's money, distanced him in
his office, though he had committed against him all offences which one
friend can commit against another, all but this. Norman had been proud
of his love, and yet ashamed of it--proud of loving such a girl as
Gertrude, and ashamed of being known to be in love at all. He had
confided his love to Alaric, and Alaric had robbed him of his love, and
wounded both his pride and his shame.
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