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Norman lacked the charity which should have been capable of forgiving
even this. He now looked at all Alaric's doings through a different
glass from that which he had used when Alaric had been dear to him.
He saw, or thought that he saw, that his successful rival was false,
ambitious, treacherous, and dishonest; he made no excuses for him, gave
him no credit for his industry, accorded no admiration to his talent.
He never spoke ill of Alaric Tudor, to others; but he fed his own heart
with speaking and thinking ill of him to himself.
Of Gertrude he thought very differently. He had taught himself to
disconnect her from the treachery of her husband--or rather her memory;
for, from the day on which he had learnt that she was engaged to Alaric,
he had never seen her. He still loved the remembrance of her. In his
solitary walks with Mrs. Woodward he would still speak of her as he
might of one in some distant clime, for whose welfare he was deeply
interested. He had seen and caressed her baby at Hampton. She was still
dear to him. Had Alaric been called to his long account, it would have
been his dearest wish to have become at some future time the husband of
his widow.
To all these feelings on Norman's part Alaric was very indifferent; but
their existence operated as a drawback on his wife's comfort, and, to a
certain degree, on his own. Mrs. Woodward would not banish Norman from
the Cottage, even for her daughter's sake, and it came by degrees to
be understood that the Tudors, man and wife, should not go there unless
they were aware that Norman was absent. Norman, on the other hand, did
absent himself when it was understood that Alaric and Gertrude were
coming; and thus the Woodwards kept up their intercourse with both.
But this was a bore. Alaric thought it most probable that Norman would
marry one of the younger sisters, and he knew that family quarrels are
uncomfortable and injudicious. When therefore he became a Civil Service
Commissioner, and was thus removed from business intercourse with
Norman, he conceived that it would be wise to arrange a reconciliation.
He discussed the matter with Gertrude, and she, fully agreeing with him,
undertook the task of making the proposal through her mother. This
she did with all the kindness and delicacy of a woman. She desired her
mother to tell Harry how much she had valued his friendship, how greatly
she regretted the loss of it, how anxious her husband was to renew, if
possible, their former terms of affection. Mrs. Woodward, by no means
sanguine, undertook the commission. She undertook it, and utterly
failed; and when Gertrude, in her disappointment, spoke bitterly of
Norman's bitterness, both mother and sister, both Mrs. Woodward and
Linda, took Norman's part.
'I wish it could be otherwise,' said Mrs. Woodward, 'I wish it for all
our sakes; but he is a man not easily to be turned, and I cannot blame
him. He has suffered very much.'
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