"Uncle, I must ask you not to insist. Bérangère is a mere child; she
does not know what she wants; she is incapable of any serious
feeling; and I do not intend to think about her any more. On my part,
it was just a fancy of which I shall soon be cured."
Noël Dorgeroux shrugged his shoulders:
"Lovers' quarrels! Now this is what I have to say to you, Victorien.
The work at the Yard will take up all the winter. The amphitheatre
will be open to the public on the fourteenth of May, to the day. The
Easter holidays will fall a month earlier; and you shall marry my
god-daughter during the holidays. Not a word; leave it to me. And
leave both your settlements and your prospects to me as well. You can
understand, my boy, that, when money is pouring in like water--as it
will without a doubt--Victorien Beaugrand will throw up a profession
which does not give him sufficient leisure for his private studies and
that he will live with me, he and his wife. Yes, I said his wife; and
I stick to it. Good-bye, my dear chap, not another word."
I walked on. He called me back:
"Say good-bye to me, Victorien."
He put his arms round me with greater fervour than usual; and I heard
him murmur:
"Who can tell if we shall ever meet again? At my age! And threatened
as I am, too!"
I protested. He embraced me yet again:
"You're right. I am really talking nonsense. You think of your
marriage. Bérangère is a dear, sweet girl. And she loves you. Good-bye
and bless you! I'll write to you. Good-bye."
* * * * *
I confess that Noël Dorgeroux's ambitions, at least in so far as they
related to the turning of his discovery to practical account, did not
strike me as absurd; and what I have said of the things seen at the
Yard will exempt me, I imagine, from stating the reasons for my
confidence. For the moment, therefore, I will leave the question aside
and say no more of those three haunting eyes or the phantasmal scenes
upon the magic screen. But how could I indulge the dreams of the
future which Noël Dorgeroux suggested? How could I forget Bérangère's
hostile attitude, her ambiguous conduct?
True, during the months that followed, I often sought to cling to the
delightful memory of the vision which I had surprised and the charming
picture of Bérangère bending over me with that soft look in her eyes.
But I very soon pulled myself up and cried:
"I saw the thing all wrong! What I took for affection and, God forgive
me, for love was only the expression of a woman triumphing over a
man's abasement! Bérangère does not care for me. The movement that
threw her against my shoulder was due to a sort of nervous crisis; and
she felt so much ashamed of it that she at once pushed me away and ran
indoors. Besides, she had an appointment with that man the very next
day and, in order to keep it, let me go without saying good-bye to
me."
My months of exile therefore were painful months. I wrote to Bérangère
in vain. I received no reply.
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