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“I mean—oh!” She stopped and surveyed him defiantly. “What difference
does it make to you what I mean? Yes, I am. But what do you care? Why
do you sit there and question me? It doesn’t make any difference to you
what I do. You don’t want me. Why should you sit there and try to find
out, or watch? It hasn’t been any consideration for you that has
restrained me so far. Suppose I am in love? What difference would it
make to you?”
“Oh, I care. You know I care. Why do you say that?”
“Yes, you care,” she flared. “I know how you care. Well, I’ll just tell
you one thing”—rage at his indifference was driving her on—“I am in
love with Lynde, and what’s more, I’m his mistress. And I’ll continue
to be. But what do you care? Pshaw!”
Her eyes blazed hotly, her color rose high and strong. She breathed
heavily.
At this announcement, made in the heat of spite and rage generated by
long indifference, Cowperwood sat up for a moment, and his eyes
hardened with quite that implacable glare with which he sometimes
confronted an enemy. He felt at once there were many things he could do
to make her life miserable, and to take revenge on Lynde, but he
decided after a moment he would not. It was not weakness, but a sense
of superior power that was moving him. Why should he be jealous? Had he
not been unkind enough? In a moment his mood changed to one of sorrow
for Aileen, for himself, for life, indeed—its tangles of desire and
necessity. He could not blame Aileen. Lynde was surely attractive. He
had no desire to part with her or to quarrel with him—merely to
temporarily cease all intimate relations with her and allow her mood to
clear itself up. Perhaps she would want to leave him of her own accord.
Perhaps, if he ever found the right woman, this might prove good
grounds for his leaving her. The right woman—where was she? He had
never found her yet.
“Aileen,” he said, quite softly, “I wish you wouldn’t feel so bitterly
about this. Why should you? When did you do this? Will you tell me
that?”
“No, I’ll not tell you that,” she replied, bitterly. “It’s none of your
affair, and I’ll not tell you. Why should you ask? You don’t care.”
“But I do care, I tell you,” he returned, irritably, almost roughly.
“When did you? You can tell me that, at least.” His eyes had a hard,
cold look for the moment, dying away, though, into kindly inquiry.
“Oh, not long ago. About a week,” Aileen answered, as though she were
compelled.
“How long have you known him?” he asked, curiously.
“Oh, four or five months, now. I met him last winter.”
“And did you do this deliberately—because you were in love with him, or
because you wanted to hurt me?”
He could not believe from past scenes between them that she had ceased
to love him.
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