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"In the case I was considering--the man is sure of that."
"Then he would get over his unfortunate love in time--wouldn't he?
Ill-fated love does not often last forever. Life--life is more
merciful than that, isn't it?"
It was his chance with her; he realized that she was giving it to
him--giving it to him understandingly and deliberately. He had only to
agree that an "ill-fated" love--that his ill-fated love--would die at
last. But he could not take his chance like that. He could not be
less than honest with her.
"He would never get over it altogether," he said. "The woman he could
not marry would always be--dearest to him. And, granting that, would
it be fair for him to ask another woman to take what was left of--of
his affection? Would it be fair to ask her to take--a spoiled life?"
"She might feel that what was left of his life was well worth
having--the woman he _could_ marry. She might feel that--even if he
had suffered much, missed what he supremely wanted--his life need not
be spoiled after all. She might feel that she could prevent its being
spoiled. If he were frank with her, and she felt like that about it, I
think it would be fair for him to marry her--perfectly honorable and
fair."
"It could not be happiness for her," argued Peter.
"Perhaps not. Perhaps she could do without happiness."
"That would require a great love of her," said Peter gravely, "a great
love for a man who could not give a great love in return."
"Yes," she agreed, her voice very low now, but as clear and steady as
ever, "yes, it would require a great love from her. But it is not
impossible to find a woman who can feel a great love without hope of a
full return."
She was still in her sheltering shadow, but upon Peter's end of the
garden seat the moonlight, unchecked by the trees, streamed white and
strong. She looked into his face, fully revealed to her now, and she
realized, before he spoke, that he was going to refuse her sacrifice;
she realized it because she saw in his face a deeper emotion for her
than he had ever shown before. He loved her not enough--and yet too
much!--to marry her. She saw that and was prepared for his next words.
"To such a woman the man I have in mind could not give less than his
best," he said. And there was no longer any question, any hesitancy in
his tone. "To one so generous no man could be ungenerous--I should
have known that! Perhaps," he went on, with a note of distress and
apology, "perhaps such things should not be talked about. Perhaps it
is--humiliating----"
"To me the truth could never be humiliating," she answered, with quick
reassurance.
"Then it is best to speak it?" he pleaded, as if for
self-justification. "Then it is best to speak it, after all? For it
does make things--plain; it does show one the right, the decent course."
"It's best to speak it," she assented kindly; and she held out her hand
to him.
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