First loves -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Russian fiction -- Translations into English
A maid, in an old yellow gown with a faded kerchief at her neck, came
in with a saucer of milk and set it before the kitten. The kitten
started, blinked, and began lapping.
“What a pink little tongue it has!” remarked Zinaïda, putting her head
almost on the ground and peeping at it sideways under its very nose.
The kitten having had enough began to purr and move its paws
affectedly. Zinaïda got up, and turning to the maid said carelessly,
“Take it away.”
“For the kitten—your little hand,” said the hussar, with a simper and a
shrug of his strongly-built frame, which was tightly buttoned up in a
new uniform.
“Both,” replied Zinaïda, and she held out her hands to him. While he
was kissing them, she looked at me over his shoulder.
I stood stockstill in the same place and did not know whether to laugh,
to say something, or to be silent. Suddenly through the open door into
the passage I caught sight of our footman, Fyodor. He was making signs
to me. Mechanically I went out to him.
“What do you want?” I asked.
“Your mamma has sent for you,” he said in a whisper. “She is angry that
you have not come back with the answer.”
“Why, have I been here long?”
“Over an hour.”
“Over an hour!” I repeated unconsciously, and going back to the
drawing-room I began to make bows and scrape with my heels.
“Where are you off to?” the young princess asked, glancing at me from
behind the hussar.
“I must go home. So I am to say,” I added, addressing the old lady,
“that you will come to us about two.”
“Do you say so, my good sir.”
The princess hurriedly pulled out her snuff-box and took snuff so
loudly that I positively jumped. “Do you say so,” she repeated,
blinking tearfully and sneezing.
I bowed once more, turned, and went out of the room with that sensation
of awkwardness in my spine which a very young man feels when he knows
he is being looked at from behind.
“Mind you come and see us again, M’sieu Voldemar,” Zinaïda called, and
she laughed again.
“Why is it she’s always laughing?” I thought, as I went back home
escorted by Fyodor, who said nothing to me, but walked behind me with
an air of disapprobation. My mother scolded me and wondered what ever I
could have been doing so long at the princess’s. I made her no reply
and went off to my own room. I felt suddenly very sad…. I tried hard
not to cry…. I was jealous of the hussar.
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