First loves -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Russian fiction -- Translations into English
The princess called on my mother as she had promised and made a
disagreeable impression on her. I was not present at their interview,
but at table my mother told my father that this Prince Zasyekin struck
her as a _femme très vulgaire_, that she had quite worn her out begging
her to interest Prince Sergei in their behalf, that she seemed to have
no end of lawsuits and affairs on hand—_de vilaines affaires
d’argent_—and must be a very troublesome and litigious person. My
mother added, however, that she had asked her and her daughter to
dinner the next day (hearing the word “daughter” I buried my nose in my
plate), for after all she was a neighbour and a person of title. Upon
this my father informed my mother that he remembered now who this lady
was; that he had in his youth known the deceased Prince Zasyekin, a
very well-bred, but frivolous and absurd person; that he had been
nicknamed in society “_le Parisien_,” from having lived a long while in
Paris; that he had been very rich, but had gambled away all his
property; and for some unknown reason, probably for money, though
indeed he might have chosen better, if so, my father added with a cold
smile, he had married the daughter of an agent, and after his marriage
had entered upon speculations and ruined himself utterly.
“If only she doesn’t try to borrow money,” observed my mother.
“That’s exceedingly possible,” my father responded tranquilly. “Does
she speak French?”
“Very badly.”
“H’m. It’s of no consequence anyway. I think you said you had asked the
daughter too; some one was telling me she was a very charming and
cultivated girl.”
“Ah! Then she can’t take after her mother.”
“Nor her father either,” rejoined my father. “He was cultivated indeed,
but a fool.”
My mother sighed and sank into thought. My father said no more. I felt
very uncomfortable during this conversation.
After dinner I went into the garden, but without my gun. I swore to
myself that I would not go near the Zasyekins’ garden, but an
irresistible force drew me thither, and not in vain. I had hardly
reached the fence when I caught sight of Zinaïda. This time she was
alone. She held a book in her hands, and was coming slowly along the
path. She did not notice me.
I almost let her pass by; but all at once I changed my mind and
coughed.
She turned round, but did not stop, pushed back with one hand the broad
blue ribbon of her round straw hat, looked at me, smiled slowly, and
again bent her eyes on the book.
I took off my cap, and after hesitating a moment, walked away with a
heavy heart. “_Que suis-je pour elle?_” I thought (God knows why) in
French.
Familiar footsteps sounded behind me; I looked round, my father came up
to me with his light, rapid walk.
“Is that the young princess?” he asked me.
“Yes.”
“Why, do you know her?”
“I saw her this morning at the princess’s.”
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