First loves -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Russian fiction -- Translations into English
“Why are you incessantly hanging about here, young man?” he said to me
one day, when we were left alone together in the Zasyekins’
drawing-room. (The young princess had not come home from a walk, and
the shrill voice of the old princess could be heard within; she was
scolding the maid.) “You ought to be studying, working—while you’re
young—and what are you doing?”
“You can’t tell whether I work at home,” I retorted with some
haughtiness, but also with some hesitation.
“A great deal of work you do! that’s not what you’re thinking about!
Well, I won’t find fault with that … at your age that’s in the natural
order of things. But you’ve been awfully unlucky in your choice. Don’t
you see what this house is?”
“I don’t understand you,” I observed.
“You don’t understand? so much the worse for you. I regard it as a duty
to warn you. Old bachelors, like me, can come here, what harm can it do
us! we’re tough, nothing can hurt us, what harm can it do us; but your
skin’s tender yet—this air is bad for you—believe me, you may get harm
from it.”
“How so?”
“Why, are you well now? Are you in a normal condition? Is what you’re
feeling—beneficial to you—good for you?”
“Why, what am I feeling?” I said, while in my heart I knew the doctor
was right.
“Ah, young man, young man,” the doctor went on with an intonation that
suggested that something highly insulting to me was contained in these
two words, “what’s the use of your prevaricating, when, thank God,
what’s in your heart is in your face, so far? But there, what’s the use
of talking? I shouldn’t come here myself, if … (the doctor compressed
his lips) … if I weren’t such a queer fellow. Only this is what
surprises me; how it is, you, with your intelligence, don’t see what is
going on around you?”
“And what is going on?” I put in, all on the alert.
The doctor looked at me with a sort of ironical compassion.
“Nice of me!” he said as though to himself, “as if he need know
anything of it. In fact, I tell you again,” he added, raising his
voice, “the atmosphere here is not fit for you. You like being here,
but what of that! it’s nice and sweet-smelling in a greenhouse—but
there’s no living in it. Yes! do as I tell you, and go back to your
Keidanov.”
The old princess came in, and began complaining to the doctor of her
toothache. Then Zinaïda appeared.
“Come,” said the old princess, “you must scold her, doctor. She’s
drinking iced water all day long; is that good for her, pray, with her
delicate chest?”
“Why do you do that?” asked Lushin.
“Why, what effect could it have?”
“What effect? You might get a chill and die.”
“Truly? Do you mean it? Very well—so much the better.”
“A fine idea!” muttered the doctor. The old princess had gone out.
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