First loves -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Russian fiction -- Translations into English
The next forfeit was Zinaïda’s. She looked at the ceiling and
considered. “Well, listen, she began at last, “what I have thought of….
Picture to yourselves a magnificent palace, a summer night, and a
marvellous ball. This ball is given by a young queen. Everywhere gold
and marble, crystal, silk, lights, diamonds, flowers, fragrant scents,
every caprice of luxury.”
“You love luxury?” Lushin interposed.
“Luxury is beautiful,” she retorted; “I love everything beautiful.”
“More than what is noble?” he asked.
“That’s something clever, I don’t understand it. Don’t interrupt me. So
the ball is magnificent. There are crowds of guests, all of them are
young, handsome, and brave, all are frantically in love with the
queen.”
“Are there no women among the guests?” queried Malevsky.
“No—or wait a minute—yes, there are some.”
“Are they all ugly?”
“No, charming. But the men are all in love with the queen. She is tall
and graceful; she has a little gold diadem on her black hair.”
I looked at Zinaïda, and at that instant she seemed to me so much above
all of us, there was such bright intelligence, and such power about her
unruffled brows, that I thought: “You are that queen!”
“They all throng about her,” Zinaïda went on, “and all lavish the most
flattering speeches upon her.”
“And she likes flattery?” Lushin queried.
“What an intolerable person! he keeps interrupting … who doesn’t like
flattery?”
“One more last question,” observed Malevsky, “has the queen a husband?”
“I hadn’t thought about that. No, why should she have a husband?”
“To be sure,” assented Malevsky, “why should she have a husband?”
“_Silence!_” cried Meidanov in French, which he spoke very badly.
“_Merci!_” Zinaïda said to him. “And so the queen hears their speeches,
and hears the music, but does not look at one of the guests. Six
windows are open from top to bottom, from floor to ceiling, and beyond
them is a dark sky with big stars, a dark garden with big trees. The
queen gazes out into the garden. Out there among the trees is a
fountain; it is white in the darkness, and rises up tall, tall as an
apparition. The queen hears, through the talk and the music, the soft
splash of its waters. She gazes and thinks: you are all, gentlemen,
noble, clever, and rich, you crowd round me, you treasure every word I
utter, you are all ready to die at my feet, I hold you in my power …
but out there, by the fountain, by that splashing water, stands and
waits he whom I love, who holds me in his power. He has neither rich
raiment nor precious stones, no one knows him, but he awaits me, and is
certain I shall come—and I shall come—and there is no power that could
stop me when I want to go out to him, and to stay with him, and be lost
with him out there in the darkness of the garden, under the whispering
of the trees, and the splash of the fountain …” Zinaïda ceased.
“Is that a made-up story?” Malevsky inquired slyly. Zinaïda did not
even look at him.
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