First loves -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Russian fiction -- Translations into English
“Well, yes, a child, but a dear, good clever one, whom I love very
much. Do you know what? From this day forth I confer on you the rank of
page to me; and don’t you forget that pages have to keep close to their
ladies. Here is the token of your new dignity,” she added, sticking the
rose in the buttonhole of my jacket, “the token of my favour.”
“I once received other favours from you,” I muttered.
“Ah!” commented Zinaïda, and she gave me a sidelong look, “What a
memory he has! Well? I’m quite ready now …” And stooping to me, she
imprinted on my forehead a pure, tranquil kiss.
I only looked at her, while she turned away, and saying, “Follow me, my
page,” went into the lodge. I followed her—all in amazement. “Can this
gentle, reasonable girl,” I thought, “be the Zinaïda I used to know?” I
fancied her very walk was quieter, her whole figure statelier and more
graceful …
And, mercy! with what fresh force love burned within me!
XVI
After dinner the usual party assembled again at the lodge, and the
young princess came out to them. All were there in full force, just as
on that first evening which I never forgot; even Nirmatsky had limped
to see her; Meidanov came this time earliest of all, he brought some
new verses. The games of forfeits began again, but without the strange
pranks, the practical jokes and noise—the gipsy element had vanished.
Zinaïda gave a different tone to the proceedings. I sat beside her by
virtue of my office as page. Among other things, she proposed that any
one who had to pay a forfeit should tell his dream; but this was not
successful. The dreams were either uninteresting (Byelovzorov had
dreamed that he fed his mare on carp, and that she had a wooden head),
or unnatural and invented. Meidanov regaled us with a regular romance;
there were sepulchres in it, and angels with lyres, and talking flowers
and music wafted from afar. Zinaïda did not let him finish. “If we are
to have compositions,” she said, “let every one tell something made up,
and no pretence about it.” The first who had to speak was again
Byelovzorov.
The young hussar was confused. “I can’t make up anything!” he cried.
“What nonsense!” said Zinaïda. “Well, imagine, for instance, you are
married, and tell us how you would treat your wife. Would you lock her
up?”
“Yes, I should lock her up.”
“And would you stay with her yourself?”
“Yes, I should certainly stay with her myself.”
“Very good. Well, but if she got sick of that, and she deceived you?”
“I should kill her.”
“And if she ran away?”
“I should catch her up and kill her all the same.”
“Oh. And suppose now I were your wife, what would you do then?”
Byelovzorov was silent a minute. “I should kill myself….”
Zinaïda laughed. “I see yours is not a long story.”
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