First loves -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Russian fiction -- Translations into English
Night came on at last. He had in decency to take leave! After saying
good-bye several times over to every one, and repeating several times
to all, “till to-morrow!”—Emil he went so far as to kiss—Sanin started
home, carrying with him the image of the young girl, at one time
laughing, at another thoughtful, calm, and even indifferent—but always
attractive! Her eyes, at one time wide open, clear and bright as day,
at another time half shrouded by the lashes and deep and dark as night,
seemed to float before his eyes, piercing in a strange sweet way across
all other images and recollections.
Of Herr Klüber, of the causes impelling him to remain in Frankfort—in
short, of everything that had disturbed his mind the evening before—he
never thought once.
XIV
We must, however, say a few words about Sanin himself.
In the first place, he was very, very good-looking. A handsome,
graceful figure, agreeable, rather unformed features, kindly bluish
eyes, golden hair, a clear white and red skin, and, above all, that
peculiar, naïvely-cheerful, confiding, open, at the first glance,
somewhat foolish expression, by which in former days one could
recognise directly the children of steady-going, noble families, “sons
of their fathers,” fine young landowners, born and reared in our open,
half-wild country parts,—a hesitating gait, a voice with a lisp, a
smile like a child’s the minute you looked at him … lastly, freshness,
health, softness, softness, softness,—there you have the whole of
Sanin. And secondly, he was not stupid and had picked up a fair amount
of knowledge. Fresh he had remained, for all his foreign tour; the
disturbing emotions in which the greater part of the young people of
that day were tempest-tossed were very little known to him.
Of late years, in response to the assiduous search for “new types,”
young men have begun to appear in our literature, determined at all
hazards to be “fresh”… as fresh as Flensburg oysters, when they reach
Petersburg…. Sanin was not like them. Since we have had recourse
already to simile, he rather recalled a young, leafy, freshly-grafted
apple-tree in one of our fertile orchards—or better still, a
well-groomed, sleek, sturdy-limbed, tender young “three-year-old” in
some old-fashioned seignorial stud stable, a young horse that they have
hardly begun to break in to the traces…. Those who came across Sanin in
later years, when life had knocked him about a good deal, and the
sleekness and plumpness of youth had long vanished, saw in him a
totally different man.
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