First loves -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Russian fiction -- Translations into English
The whole way home Herr Klüber discoursed … and he discoursed alone; no
one, absolutely no one, opposed him, nor did any one agree with him. He
especially insisted on the point that they had been wrong in not
following his advice when he suggested dining in a shut-up
summer-house. There no unpleasantness could have occurred! Then he
expressed a few decided and even liberal sentiments on the unpardonable
way in which the government favoured the military, neglected their
discipline, and did not sufficiently consider the civilian element in
society (_das bürgerliche Element in der Societät_!), and foretold that
in time this cause would give rise to discontent, which might well pass
into revolution, of which (here he dropped a sympathetic though severe
sigh) France had given them a sorrowful example! He added, however,
that he personally had the greatest respect for authority, and never …
no, never!… could be a revolutionist—but he could not but express his …
disapprobation at the sight of such licence! Then he made a few general
observations on morality and immorality, good-breeding, and the sense
of dignity.
During all these lucubrations, Gemma, who even while they were walking
before dinner had not seemed quite pleased with Herr Klüber, and had
therefore held rather aloof from Sanin, and had been, as it were,
embarrassed by his presence—Gemma was unmistakably ashamed of her
betrothed! Towards the end of the drive she was positively wretched,
and though, as before, she did not address a word to Sanin, she
suddenly flung an imploring glance at him…. He, for his part, felt much
more sorry for her than indignant with Herr Klüber; he was even
secretly, half-consciously, delighted at what had happened in the
course of that day, even though he had every reason to expect a
challenge next morning.
This miserable _partie de plaisir_ came to an end at last. As he helped
Gemma out of the carriage at the confectionery shop, Sanin without a
word put into her hand the rose he had recovered. She flushed crimson,
pressed his hand, and instantly hid the rose. He did not want to go
into the house, though the evening was only just beginning. She did not
even invite him. Moreover Pantaleone, who came out on the steps,
announced that Frau Lenore was asleep. Emil took a shy good-bye of
Sanin; he felt as it were in awe of him; he greatly admired him. Klüber
saw Sanin to his lodging, and took leave of him stiffly. The
well-regulated German, for all his self-confidence, felt awkward. And
indeed every one felt awkward.
But in Sanin this feeling of awkwardness soon passed off. It was
replaced by a vague, but pleasant, even triumphant feeling. He walked
up and down his room, whistling, and not caring to think about
anything, and was very well pleased with himself.
XVII
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