First loves -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Russian fiction -- Translations into English
During the whole of that day he tried in every possible way to show the
profoundest respect for Sanin; at table, passing by the ladies, he
solemnly and sedately handed the dishes first to him; when they were at
cards he intentionally gave him the game; he announced, apropos of
nothing at all, that the Russians were the most great-hearted, brave,
and resolute people in the world!
“Ah, you old flatterer!” Sanin thought to himself.
And he was not so much surprised at Signora Roselli’s unexpected state
of mind, as at the way her daughter behaved to him. It was not that she
avoided him … on the contrary she sat continually a little distance
from him, listened to what he said, and looked at him; but she
absolutely declined to get into conversation with him, and directly he
began talking to her, she softly rose from her place, and went out for
some instants. Then she came in again, and again seated herself in some
corner, and sat without stirring, seeming meditative and perplexed …
perplexed above all. Frau Lenore herself noticed at last, that she was
not as usual, and asked her twice what was the matter.
“Nothing,” answered Gemma; “you know I am sometimes like this.”
“That is true,” her mother assented.
So passed all that long day, neither gaily nor drearily—neither
cheerfully nor sadly. Had Gemma been different—Sanin … who knows?…
might not perhaps have been able to resist the temptation for a little
display—or he might simply have succumbed to melancholy at the
possibility of a separation for ever…. But as he did not once succeed
in getting a word with Gemma, he was obliged to confine himself to
striking minor chords on the piano for a quarter of an hour before
evening coffee.
Emil came home late, and to avoid questions about Herr Klüber, beat a
hasty retreat. The time came for Sanin too to retire.
He began saying good-bye to Gemma. He recollected for some reason
Lensky’s parting from Olga in _Oniegin_. He pressed her hand warmly,
and tried to get a look at her face, but she turned a little away and
released her fingers.
XX
It was bright starlight when he came out on the steps. What multitudes
of stars, big and little, yellow, red, blue and white were scattered
over the sky! They seemed all flashing, swarming, twinkling
unceasingly. There was no moon in the sky, but without it every object
could be clearly discerned in the half-clear, shadowless twilight.
Sanin walked down the street to the end … He did not want to go home at
once; he felt a desire to wander about a little in the fresh air. He
turned back and had hardly got on a level with the house, where was the
Rosellis’ shop, when one of the windows looking out on the street,
suddenly creaked and opened; in its square of blackness—there was no
light in the room—appeared a woman’s figure, and he heard his
name—“Monsieur Dimitri!”
He rushed at once up to the window … Gemma! She was leaning with her
elbows on the window-sill, bending forward.
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