First loves -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Russian fiction -- Translations into English
“But does he know anything about it?” he demanded of Pantaleone.
“I tell you I’m a madman,” the poor Italian wailed despairingly, almost
in a shriek. “The wretched boy gave me no peace all night, and this
morning at last I revealed all to him!”
“So much for your _segredezza_!” thought Sanin. The carriage had got up
to Emil. Sanin told the coachman to stop the horses, and called the
“wretched boy” up to him. Emil approached with hesitating steps, pale
as he had been on the day he fainted. He could scarcely stand.
“What are you doing here?” Sanin asked him sternly. “Why aren’t you at
home?”
“Let … let me come with you,” faltered Emil in a trembling voice, and
he clasped his hands. His teeth were chattering as in a fever. “I won’t
get in your way—only take me.”
“If you feel the very slightest affection or respect for me,” said
Sanin, “you will go at once home or to Herr Klüber’s shop, and you
won’t say one word to any one, and will wait for my return!”
“Your return,” moaned Emil—and his voice quivered and broke, “but if
you’re—”
“Emil!” Sanin interrupted—and he pointed to the coachman, “do control
yourself! Emil, please, go home! Listen to me, my dear! You say you
love me. Well, I beg you!” He held out his hand to him. Emil bent
forward, sobbed, pressed it to his lips, and darting away from the
road, ran back towards Frankfort across country.
“A noble heart too,” muttered Pantaleone; but Sanin glanced severely at
him…. The old man shrank into the corner of the carriage. He was
conscious of his fault; and moreover, he felt more and more bewildered
every instant; could it really be he who was acting as second, who had
got horses, and had made all arrangements, and had left his peaceful
abode at six o’clock? Besides, his legs were stiff and aching.
Sanin thought it as well to cheer him up, and he chanced on the very
thing, he hit on the right word.
“Where is your old spirit, Signor Cippatola? Where is _il antico
valor_?”
Signor Cippatola drew himself up and scowled “_Il antico valor_?” he
boomed in a bass voice. “_Non è ancora spento_ (it’s not all lost yet),
_il antico valor!_”
He put himself in a dignified attitude, began talking of his career, of
the opera, of the great tenor Garcia—and arrived at Hanau a hero.
After all, if you think of it, nothing is stronger in the world … and
weaker—than a word!
XXII
The copse in which the duel was to take place was a quarter of a mile
from Hanau. Sanin and Pantaleone arrived there first, as the latter had
predicted; they gave orders for the carriage to remain outside the
wood, and they plunged into the shade of the rather thick and
close-growing trees. They had to wait about an hour.
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