First loves -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Russian fiction -- Translations into English
Maria Nikolaevna turned her opera-glass upon the stage, and Sanin
proceeded to look in the same direction, sitting beside her in the half
dark of the box, and involuntarily drinking in the warmth and fragrance
of her luxurious body, and as involuntarily turning over and over in
his head all she had said during the evening—especially during the last
minutes.
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The play lasted over an hour longer, but Maria Nikolaevna and Sanin
soon gave up looking at the stage. A conversation sprang up between
them again, and went on the same lines as before; only this time Sanin
was less silent. Inwardly he was angry with himself and with Maria
Nikolaevna; he tried to prove to her all the inconsistency of her
“theory,” as though she cared for theories! He began arguing with her,
at which she was secretly rejoiced; if a man argues, it means that he
is giving in or will give in. He had taken the bait, was giving way,
had left off keeping shyly aloof! She retorted, laughed, agreed, mused
dreamily, attacked him … and meanwhile his face and her face were close
together, his eyes no longer avoided her eyes…. Those eyes of hers
seemed to ramble, seemed to hover over his features, and he smiled in
response to them—a smile of civility, but still a smile. It was so much
gained for her that he had gone off into abstractions, that he was
discoursing upon truth in personal relations, upon duty, the sacredness
of love and marriage…. It is well known that these abstract
propositions serve admirably as a beginning … as a starting-point….
People who knew Maria Nikolaevna well used to maintain that when her
strong and vigorous personality showed signs of something soft and
modest, something almost of maidenly shamefacedness, though one
wondered where she could have got it from … then … then, things were
taking a dangerous turn.
Things had apparently taken such a turn for Sanin…. He would have felt
contempt for himself, if he could have succeeded in concentrating his
attention for one instant; but he had not time to concentrate his mind
nor to despise himself.
She wasted no time. And it all came from his being so very
good-looking! One can but exclaim, No man knows what may be his making
or his undoing!
The play was over. Maria Nikolaevna asked Sanin to put on her shawl and
did not stir, while he wrapped the soft fabric round her really queenly
shoulders. Then she took his arm, went out into the corridor, and
almost cried out aloud. At the very door of the box Dönhof sprang up
like some apparition; while behind his back she got a glimpse of the
figure of the Wiesbaden critic. The “literary man’s” oily face was
positively radiant with malignancy.
“Is it your wish, madam, that I find you your carriage?” said the young
officer addressing Maria Nikolaevna with a quiver of ill-disguised fury
in his voice.
“No, thank you,” she answered … “my man will find it. Stop!” she added
in an imperious whisper, and rapidly withdrew drawing Sanin along with
her.
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