First loves -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Russian fiction -- Translations into English
When he got back to his room, Sanin found on the table a letter from
Gemma. He felt a momentary dismay, and at once made haste to rejoice
over it to disguise his dismay from himself. It consisted of a few
lines. She was delighted at the “successful opening of negotiations,”
advised him to be patient, and added that all at home were well, and
were already rejoicing at the prospect of seeing him back again. Sanin
felt the letter rather stiff, he took pen and paper, however … and
threw it all aside again. “Why write? I shall be back myself to-morrow
… it’s high time!”
He went to bed immediately, and tried to get to sleep as quickly as
possible. If he had stayed up and remained on his legs, he would
certainly have begun thinking about Gemma, and he was for some reason …
ashamed to think of her. His conscience was stirring within him. But he
consoled himself with the reflection that to-morrow it would all be
over for ever, and he would take leave for good of this feather-brained
lady, and would forget all this rotten idiocy!…
Weak people in their mental colloquies, eagerly make use of strong
expressions.
_Et puis … cela ne tire pas à conséquence!_
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Such were Sanin’s thoughts, as he went to bed; but what he thought next
morning when Maria Nikolaevna knocked impatiently at his door with the
coral handle of her riding-whip, when he saw her in the doorway, with
the train of a dark-blue riding habit over her arm, with a man’s small
hat on her thickly coiled curls, with a veil thrown back over her
shoulder, with a smile of invitation on her lips, in her eyes, over all
her face—what he thought then—history does not record.
“Well? are you ready?” rang out a joyous voice.
Sanin buttoned his coat, and took his hat in silence. Maria Nikolaevna
flung him a bright look, nodded to him, and ran swiftly down the
staircase. And he ran after her.
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