United States -- History -- Revolution, 1775-1783 -- Fiction; War stories
"Give me some proof that you are your country’s friend and not her foe.
I am tired of the old arguments! I am the last to have you cry upon
patriotism because you are afraid. I cannot tell you all I know, but,
indeed, there is danger; I beg you to declare yourself now; this very
night! Oh, Roger, _it is the only way!_" and Mary could speak no more.
She was trembling with fright and passion; something shook her so that
she could hardly give sound to her voice; all her usual steadiness was
gone.
"My love has come to be the whole of life," said Roger Wallingford
slowly. "I am here to show you how much I love you, though you think
that I have been putting you to shame. All day I have been closeted
with Mr. Langdon and his officers in Portsmouth. I have told them the
truth, that my heart and my principles were all against this war, and I
would not be driven by any man living; but I have come to see that since
there is a war and a division my place is with my countrymen. Listen,
dear! I shall take your challenge since you throw it down," and his
face grew hard and pale. "I am going to sail on board the Ranger, and
she sails to-morrow. There was a commission still in Mr. Langdon’s
hands, and he gave it me, though your noble captain took it upon himself
to object. I have been ready to give it up at every step when I was
alone again, riding home from Portsmouth; I could not beg any man’s
permission, and we parted in a heat. Now I go to say farewell to my
poor mother, and I fear ’t will break her heart. I can even make my
peace with the commander, if it is your pleasure. Will this prove to
you that I am a true American? I came to tell you this."
"To-morrow, to sail on board the Ranger," she repeated under her breath.
She gave a strange sigh of relief, and looked up at the lighted house as
if she were dreaming. Then a thought came over her and turned her sick
with dread. If Paul Jones should refuse; if he should say that he dared
not risk the presence of a man who was believed to be so close to the
Tory plots! The very necessities of danger must hold her resolute while
she shrank, womanlike, from the harsh immediateness of decision. For if
Paul Jones should refuse this officer, and being in power should turn
him back at the very last, there lay ready the awful opportunity of the
mob, and Roger Wallingford was a ruined man and an exile from that time.
"You shall not give one thought to that adventurer!" cried the angry
lover, whose quick instinct knew where Mary’s thoughts had gone. "He
has boldness enough, but only for his own advance. He makes light jokes
of those"—
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