United States -- History -- Revolution, 1775-1783 -- Fiction; War stories
"Do not ask me again what I must only deny you, even in this happy
moment of nearness," he said sadly, and watched her face fall and all
the light go out of it. He knew all that she knew, and even more, of
Wallingford’s dangerous position, and pitied her for a single moment
with all the pity that belonged to his heart. A lonely man, solitary in
his very nature, and always foreboding with a kind of hopelessness the
sorrows that must fall to him by reason of an unkindness that his nature
stirred in the hearts of his fellows, his very soul had lain bare to her
trusting look.
He stood there for one moment self-arraigned before Mary Hamilton, and
knowing that what he lacked was love. He was the captain of the Ranger;
it was true that Glory was his mistress. In that moment the heavens had
opened, and his own hand had shut the gates.
The smile came back to Mary’s face, so strange a flash of tenderness had
brightened his own. When that unforgettable light went out, she did not
know that all the jealousy of a lonely heart began to burn within him.
"I have changed my mind. I will take your friend," he said suddenly,
with a new tone of authority and coldness. "And I shall endeavor to
remember that he is your friend. May I win your faith and patience, ’t
is a hard ploy."
Then Mary, of her own accord, put her hand into the captain’s and he
bent and kissed it.
"I shall watch a star in the sky for you every night," she told him,
"and say my prayers for the Ranger till you come sailing home."
"God grant I may tread the deck of another and a better ship," said the
captain hastily. Now he was himself again, and again they both heard
the music in the house.
"Will you keep this ring for me, and give me yours?" he asked. "’T will
be but a talisman to keep me to my best. I am humble, and I ask no
more."
"No," said the girl, whose awakened feeling assured her of his own. She
was light-headed with happiness; she could have thrown herself into the
arms of such a hero,—of a man so noble, who had done a hard and
unwelcome thing for her poor asking. She had failed to do him rightful
honor until now, and this beautiful kindness was his revenge. "No," she
entreated him, "not your own ring; you have done too much for me; but if
you wish it, I shall give you mine. ’T is but a poor ring when you have
done so great a kindness."
She gave it as a child might give away a treasure; not as a woman gives,
who loves and gives a ring for token. The captain sighed; being no
victor after all, his face grew sombre. He must try what a great
conqueror might do when he came back next year with Glory all his own;
and yet again he lingered to plead with her once more.
"Dear Mary," he said, as he lifted her hand again, "you will not forget
me? I shall be far from this to-morrow night, and you will remember
that a wanderer like me must sometimes be cruel to his own heart, and
cold to the one woman he truly loves."
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