United States -- History -- Revolution, 1775-1783 -- Fiction; War stories
Mary stood on land, looking back the way she had come; her heart was
beating fast, but it was not from any effort of fighting against wind or
tide. She did not know why she began to remember with strange vividness
the solemn pageant of Judge Wallingford’s funeral, which had followed
the water highway from Portsmouth, one summer evening, on the flood
tide. It was only six years before, when she was already the young and
anxious mistress of her brother’s house, careful and troubled about many
things like Martha, in spite of her gentler name. She had looked out of
an upper window to see the black procession of boats with slow-moving
oars come curving and winding across the bay; the muffled black of
mourning trailed from the sides; there were soldiers of the judge’s
regiment, sitting straight in their bright uniforms, for pallbearers,
and they sounded a solemn tap of drum as they came.
They drew nearer: the large coffin with its tasseled pall, the long
train of boats which followed filled with sorrowing friends,—the
President of the Province and many of the chief men,—had all passed
slowly by.
The tears rushed to Mary’s eyes, that day, when she saw her brother’s
serious young head among the elder gentlemen, and close beside him was
the fair tear-reddened face and blond uncovered hair of the fatherless
son. Roger Wallingford was but a boy then; his father had been the kind
friend and generous founder of all her brother’s fortunes. She
remembered how she had thanked him from a grateful heart, and meant to
be unsparing in her service and unfailing in duty toward the good man’s
widow and son. They had read prayers for him in the Queen’s Chapel at
Portsmouth; they were but bringing him to his own plot of ground in
Somersworth, at eventide, and Mary Hamilton prayed for him out of a full
heart as his funeral went by. The color came in her young cheeks at the
remembrance. What had she dared to do, what responsibility had she not
taken upon her now? She was but an ignorant girl, and driven by the
whip of Fate. A strange enthusiasm, for which she could not in this
dark moment defend herself, had led her on. It was like the moment of
helpless agony that comes with a bad dream.
She turned again and faced the house; and the house, like a great
conscious creature on the hillside, seemed to wait for her quietly and
with patience. She was standing on Wallingford’s ground, and bent upon a
most difficult errand. There was neither any wish for escape, in her
heart, nor any thought of it, and yet for one moment she trembled as if
the wind shook her as it shook the naked trees. Then she went her way,
young and strong-footed, up the long slope. It was one of the strange
symbolic correspondences of life that her path led steadily up the hill.
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