"Doesn't that just prove it?" she cried triumphantly. "If she'd had a
baby the first year she'd probably have forgotten all about her book.
But when the second year came, and the third, and the fourth--well,
thank God I've got my Jennie at school; but I can guess. These things
get worse for a woman instead of better as time goes on. And now she's
forty-one. I can't say I see very much mystery about those ten years."
"But," I said, "all this rests on the assumption that at one time they
were lovers. He certainly didn't speak as if that had been so."
"Ah, then he has spoken of her! What did he say?"
"Just what you'd expect him to say, of course--that he's awfully sick
he's upset her without intending to, and wants to explain."
She mused. Then, with the most disconcerting promptitude, she laughed
and threw her whole castle down to the ground.
"Well, I suppose I'm wrong. If that was really the colour of the Bear's
hide I don't suppose he'd be a friend of yours, and I certainly
shouldn't want to meet him. It's because I'm probably wrong that it's so
fascinating. I don't want to be right just yet. No, George, all I said
this afternoon was that it was an interesting situation, and I defy you
to say it isn't. Now tell me lots and lots about him."
But that was impossible. Once more every sane particle in me was
beginning to doubt whether I had been in Cambridge Circus that evening
at all. Moreover, one other thing had struck me with something of a
shock. This was those ten years during which Mrs Bassett had nursed her
anger against him. Those ten years, for him, did not exist, or existed
only with the most amazing qualifications. As mere time they did not
exist, but as experience they did. For him the _Arrow_ and the _Ape_
were both contemporaneous and not. In one sense ten years separated
them, but in another her retort had come back to him as it were by
return of post. Desperately I tried to envisage a situation so utterly
beyond reason. I tried to set it out in my mind in parallel columns:
He was thirty-five when he wrote She was thirty-one when she read
his _Ape_. it and began her rejoinder.
He was forty-five when he read She was forty-one at the time
the _Arrow_. that he read it.
But he was thirty-five again. She was still forty-one.
He was going on getting younger. She would get no younger.
He was convinced he would die at She----
sixteen.
But I had to give it up. It made my head ache. It shocked my sense of
the unities. And then fortunately there came a revulsion.
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