"In my office?"
"It concerns official business."
"I see."
She looked at the graph. "What's that? Something new?"
_Changing the subject_, he thought to himself. _What's she afraid of?_
Aloud, he answered, "It's Childe's results from the Big Brain ... the
machine's wave patterns extrapolated over a million years." He turned
the graph around so she could see it better.
Elaine studied it for a moment, then shook her head. "Childe was right,
wasn't he? It doesn't make any sense at all. No pattern, no rhyme, no
reason."
"I don't know," Lee said. "There's something ... well, something
strange about these waves. They don't follow a regular pattern, and
yet...."
"What?"
He frowned. "They're just too damned irregular to be really random.
That doesn't make much sense, does it? Well, anyway, I've got the
feeling that I've seen this pattern--or lack of pattern--before.
Somewhere I've seen something that looks a lot like this ... but I
can't remember where."
Elaine looked at the graph again, at the multiple curves swinging back
and forth across the paper, intertwining in seeming confusion. "It
looks like some of the graphs I drew when I was an undergrad."
He laughed. "Maybe that's where I saw it."
There was an awkward silence. Lee got up from his seat and walked
around the desk. He pulled up another chair and sat beside Elaine.
"Now, what's the trouble?"
"I've been thinking," she said slowly. "I ... I've decided to transfer
off Titan."
"Leave? But why?"
"For us, Sid. For both of us. Before we get so wrapped up in each other
that we won't be able to break it up without really getting hurt...."
"I don't understand," he said.
She spoke calmly and softly, no tears, no hysterics. She had thought it
all out very carefully. "Sid, take a look around you. We're like two
castaways on a desert world. We love each other--here and now. But we
won't always be here. What happens when we leave Titan? What happens
when we're not faced with the loneliness and that ... that _thing_ out
there? Suppose we find that we don't really need each other? What then?"
"But I do need you, Elaine. I love you."
"You do now," she answered. "But how long will it last? Sid, I have to
get away, at least for a little while. I need a sense of perspective."
"I see," he said, shifting his gaze away from her. "That doesn't leave
me much to say, does it? All right, Elaine. Make out a transfer request
and I'll sign it."
"Thanks. I ... I hope you understand." She got up and started slowly
toward the door.
"I'm not so sure that you understand this yourself," he replied. "But I
know this--I don't want to lose you, Elaine. If you haven't worked this
out within a month or so after you leave Titan, I'll come looking for
you."
She turned and, without a word, went over and kissed him. Then she
quickly left the office.
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