The Toy Shop: A Romantic Story of Lincoln the ManGerry, Margarita Spalding
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The Toy Shop: A Romantic Story of Lincoln the Man
Gerry, Margarita Spalding
Lincoln, Abraham, 1809-1865 -- Fiction
He walked off. It was not a beautiful street down which he turned. Even
the fine width of it suggested an inflated sense of its own importance.
There were some good lines in the structure at the first corner, but the
building was unfinished, and drooped sadly, like an eagle without its
wings. Beyond that corner the paving of the street ended. Looking at the
mud, the Man wished vaguely that he had worn his boots.
He swung down the row of dingy business houses, his eye on the ragged
sky-line. His ungainly strides covered the ground rapidly, even though
in abstraction he stumbled over the uneven brick sidewalk. The Man's
face fell again into lines of melancholy thought.
"There is no hope for it," he told himself. "I will have to sign the
warrant. I can't find the shadow of an excuse. It is a clear case of
desertion." His thoughts drifted to the armies facing each other in the
cheerless, raw December weather--his army sodden with fogs, sullen with
inaction. "The poor young fellow must be punished." The Man's heart
ached with comprehension. He understood so well the wave of
homesickness, for which he had the more tender sympathy because of the
absence of it in his own cheerless boyhood. "After all, he is a soldier,
and he must be punished for the good of the others. And that boy--like
so many other boys--would have been a hero, not a deserter, at another
turn of the wheel. It is idleness that makes traitors of them. Where can
I find a man who will end all this?"
He passed the comfortable portico of a church which carried with it a
breath of thrifty village life. He had been there the Sunday before, and
the minister had prayed for peace. "Peace!" The word smote him, for he
had ordained war. "Peace! How can I compass it? Somewhere in the Eternal
Consciousness must rest the knowledge. But how can I discover it? 'Such
knowledge is too high; I cannot attain to it,'" groaned the Man.
With the thought he raised his eyes. He was opposite a young ladies'
boarding-school. It was a decorous place, sedately retired on a terrace.
A group of young women in billowing crinolines were returning from the
daily walk. There was a lively ripple of subdued comment as he looked
up.
"Did you ever see such awkwardness?" asked of her companion a girl from
Virginia. "And the creases in his coat!" There was much mirth, in the
midst of which a young lady from Maryland laughed out:
"Did you ever see him try to bow to a lady?"
Quite ignorant of these girlish strictures, the Man caught the eye of
the youngest boarder, who, kept in the house with a sore throat, was
flattening her nose hopelessly against the window-pane. Something in the
face of the sad-looking man made her throw him a shy little appeal for
sympathy from two red and swollen eyes. He answered it. Then:
"That child, too, I may have made fatherless even now," he thought, and
shuddered.
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