Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Married women -- Fiction
At the sight of this thankfulness flooded Mrs. Payne's heart; but beneath
this dominant emotion, which came almost as the result of her conscious
wish, flowed another that she would gladly have suppressed: pity, nothing
less, for the child who lay sobbing on the bed. A minute before she had
seen in Gabrielle her most dangerous enemy in the world; now, even though
she rejoiced in the girl's sudden collapse, she felt that she wanted to
take her in her arms and kiss her and comfort her. For a moment or two
she fought against it, but in the end, scarcely knowing what she had
done, she found that she was fondling Gabrielle's hand and being shaken
by the communicated passion of her sobs. One thought kept running
through her brain: "I've won ... I've won, and can afford to be
generous," and this, together with the curious physical liking that she
had always felt for Gabrielle, disarmed her. She set herself to
comforting the child. It was the last thing in the world she had
intended to do, but it came natural to her motherly soul. She was glad,
indeed, that Gabrielle did not resent these attentions, as she very well
might have done. Gradually her sobbing ceased and she began to speak,
clinging all the time to Mrs. Payne, herself not guiltless of a
sympathetic tear, while she told her the story of her early years: of the
wild life she had led at Roscarna, of Jocelyn's debauches and Biddy's
rough mothering.
It was the first time that all this flood of reminiscence had been
loosed. Gabrielle had never made a confidante before, and it was an
ecstasy of tears and laughter to dwell upon these memories, and to
rehearse them. "I was so happy as a child," she said, "so awfully happy.
But now there's nothing left."
Mrs. Payne, still sympathetic, found herself suddenly plunged into the
ardours of the Radway affair; the miraculous meeting on the Clonderriff
road; the halcyon days of August, and then the overwhelming tragedy.
"They made me marry him," said Gabrielle, clutching at her hand. "They
made me. I didn't understand. It was cruel. It would have been better
if I had died like my baby."
She relapsed into tears, and Mrs. Payne, quite bowled over by the
piteousness of her case, tried to soothe her with caresses. It was a
curious end, she reflected, to the punitive expedition on which she had
set forth. Holding Gabrielle triumphantly in her arms she did not
realize the mistake that she had made. It wasn't the end at all, it was
merely the beginning.
"You see what a terrible time I've had," Gabrielle pleaded, drying her
tears. "I always felt that you were the only person I could talk to
about these things. I knew you would sympathize ... you're so human.
Now you can understand why I can't live without Arthur. Do you see?"
She looked up, pleading, into Mrs. Payne's eyes.
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