Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Married women -- Fiction
Her quiet words staggered that good woman. She had to pull herself
together and begin all over again. It wasn't easy, for the sympathetic
mood into which the girl's story had betrayed her had subtly weakened her
purpose. She felt that her position was false. She must reassert
herself, and so she hurriedly freed herself from Gabrielle's arms and
stood with her back to the door. Gabrielle too rose and faced her. Her
tears had put an end to the dreamy mood in which Mrs. Payne had found her
at first. Now she was determined, dangerous, ready to fight with all the
quickness of her wits and the suppleness of her youth against the elder
woman's dogged devotion. They faced one another, ready to fight to the
end, for the possession of the thing they each loved best, and both of
them realized the bitter nature of the struggle.
"We can't speak of that again," said Mrs. Payne. "I thought that was
understood. Surely you didn't imagine that by playing on my feelings you
could make me change my mind? I'm sorry you misunderstood me. I will
write to your husband to-morrow. For Arthur's sake I hope you won't tell
him the real explanation of your going back, and of Arthur's staying
here. I think you owe that to us ... even if you don't realise that it's
also the best for yourself." She turned towards the door. "I think we
had better say good-night. There is a train at seven-fifty in the
morning. I'm sorry it's so early, but there's no other. As I may not
see you again I'll say good-bye now. There's no reason why we shouldn't
part friends."
She held out her hand, she couldn't think why, but as she did so
Gabrielle clasped it. "No ... don't go!" she pleaded.
"There's nothing more to be said." But Gabrielle still held her hand and
would not let it go.
"Only be merciful to me," she cried. "Let us think about it. There must
be some other way. Supposing ... supposing that we go back to Lapton
just in the ordinary way: supposing that I promise you faithfully that
nothing more shall happen. Listen, we never, never kissed before
to-night. I'll give you my word of honour that it shan't happen again
... if only you'll let him go back to us. Isn't that fair? Surely it's
fair...."
Mrs. Payne shook her head.
"You mean that you don't believe me ... you won't trust me?"
"I can't trust both of you. Do you think I don't know what love is?"
"But think ... think of all these months in which we've been so happy
together without a word of love! I love him ... you know I love him ...
I believe I love him more than you do. No, don't be angry with me for
saying that! Don't you think my love is strong enough to prevent me from
doing anything that could possibly harm him? Can't you believe that?"
"No ... it's too dangerous. You can answer for yourself, but you can't
answer for Arthur."
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