Adventure stories; Hungary -- History -- Revolution, 1918-1919 -- Fiction
"Trapped!" Scornfully Wenzel derided the suggestion. "Am I so
brainless that I cannot hope to blind the eyes of the unintelligent
spawn? Are my arms too weak to throttle a few of the accursed swine?
No, Arnold, I have no fear on that score."
"What of a rifle bullet? Neither brains nor brawn, Geoffrey, can
successfully withstand the flight of a cartridge."
For the first time that day Wenzel smiled. "Then shall I be glad,
Arnold. Don't you realize that death is all I seek? What is life to
me now? Hell! Hell, from morning till night. My thoughts torture
me when I--I think of--Zita, poor little Zita dying from the shock of
seeing her father bayoneted to death by--by the muckrake of the
earth, the spewed-out refuse of the lowest type of humanity. God!
All I wish is to kill, kill; murder the brutes as they murdered Zita."
So redly did his scars throb with the intensity of his passion that
it seemed to Arnold they might burst with the pressure. Wenzel may
have guessed his thoughts, for he laughed harshly, hideously.
"God was still not satisfied with all He had done to me. No, there
was more to come, Arnold, more to come. First He took away my Zita,
killed my heart, chilled my soul, and then, when I wanted to die that
I might join her, when I murdered six bloody Bolsheviks and gave
myself up that I might perish by their bullets, what queer prank did
He play then?
"Let me be put up against the wall, let the Communists fire, let
every bullet strike me here and here--here--here--so that I fell, and
was left for dead, and yet--what then? Let me live, live that I
might gaze in the mirror at myself and hate my own face as I hate the
Bolsheviks, detest myself as I would the Devil.
"Do you think I am blind that I cannot see the hellish scars which
score my face and head from side to side? God! I wish I couldn't.
It hurts so, it hurts so."
No longer were his eyes expressionless. Once Arnold had looked into
the eyes of a dog, his body flattened beneath the tyres of a
motor-car, and what he saw then remained with him as a memory for
years. Once again he saw the pictured story of unbearable pain, and
this time it was in Geoffrey's eyes.
If his body were on earth, his soul was in the deepest depths of
Hell. If he lived it was only to look for death, the death which was
preferable to life.
The train rumbled on, and Comrade Grocz impatiently waited for the
journey to finish.
* * * * * *
By the time Grocz reached the castle it was practically pitch dark.
Eugene, the ex-coachman, met him at the gate.
"Back again, comrade?"
"Yes, back again, my friend, with good news."
Eugene grunted. "He is to die?"
"Ay, my friend, at the end of a rope, over the battlements. Then
when it is all over we will cut the rope and he will fall 'plop' into
the Danube. What more could you want?"
"Nothing more. Your scheme is excellent, yet I would give you
advice, comrade." He paused.
"Well, say on," urged Grocz impatiently.
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