“Please, I beg of you----”
“You may go!” she said proudly.
And without another word she quickly turned, ascended the stairs and
disappeared.
John stood for a moment blind and dumb with pain, mechanically took his
hat and slowly passed through the door and out into the black, raging
storm.
CHAPTER X--BEHIND BOLTED DOORS
JOHN GRAHAM fought his way home heedless of the storm’s blinding fury.
The hurricane without was but a zephyr to the one which raged within
his own soul. Again and again he asked himself the question why Stella
should have demanded of him such a confession.
He had instantly resented it. Perhaps he had scented danger. And yet it
was preposterous to think the girl he worshipped could have desired this
dangerous knowledge to be used against him.
Ackerman in discussing his mill projects in the office during the
afternoon had asked him a number of irritating questions about the Klan
which he had skilfully parried. His mind was over-sensitive and sore
perhaps from this annoyance. Ackerman could have nothing to do with
Stella--they were not even passing acquaintances.
From every point of view he tested the problem of her possible design
to use this knowledge and found it preposterous. There was but one
reasonable explanation. She had found with her keen woman’s intuition
the one weak spot in his mental attitude toward her. Yes, it was true.
He loved her with passionate devotion, but he had not fully trusted her.
She had discovered it. Had she not thus revealed the true state of her
own heart? She must love him. Otherwise this keen sensitiveness to his
moods would not be possible. The thought was sweet in spite of his agony
over their break. After all she was right, proud little queen of his
heart, to demand his loyal faith! Should he yield to her this perilous
secret of his own life? Would he thus endanger those with whom he had
been associated in the daring task of saving the civilisation of the
South in the blackest hour of her history?
While the battle thus raged in his soul he reached his room, removed
his drenched clothing and replaced them with dry ones. He walked to
his window and looked out on the spluttering street lamp across the way
struggling to hold its tiny flame against the storm and wondered why
he had dressed again. He should have gone to bed. And then the dawning
sense of loss and misery crushed him. He sank into a chair and watched
the rain dash against the glass and stream down the sides of the window,
his heart aching in dumb agony.
“My God!” he cried at last, “I can’t live without her! She loves me, and
I must win her!”
The memory of her cold words as she ordered him from the house came
crashing back into his heart with sinister echoes. Never had he seen a
human being so transformed by anger--eyes that a moment before had held
him enraptured with their tender light had flashed cold points of steel.
Hands, soft and warm and full of velvet feeling, had closed in rage as
the claws of a tigress!
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