Suppose she refused to see him again? It was unthinkable. He seemed to
have lived a century within the weeks since she had called him to her
side. The life which had gone before grew dim. Four years of war and two
years of daring secret revolution as a leader of the Invisible Empire
faded from his consciousness. Only a great love remained, and those days
by her side seemed to hold the full measure of his life.
He undressed and went to bed, only to roll and toss hour after hour
without sleep.
He saw the first gray light of dawn with a sense of utter desolation.
The rain had ceased an hour before. Swift flying clouds and swaying
tree-tops heralded the coming of a clear, beautiful day. He determined
to write at once and beg to see her. In a moment his mind was on fire
with his passionate plea. As the sun rose, reflecting through scurrying
clouds its scarlet and purple glory, he hastily dressed, sat down at
his table and poured out his anguish in burning words of tenderness and
love. He read it over with renewed hope. Never had he expressed himself
so well. The letter was a living thing. No woman’s hand could touch it
without feeling its vital power. An immortal soul beat within it.
He had added the last line of a postscript begging her to name an early
hour at which he might call, and sat in dull moody reverie unconscious
of the flight of time.
A gentle knock on his door roused him. He opened it and stared blankly
at Susie’s gentle face.
“I trust you’re not sick, Mr. John,” she said. “Everybody is through
breakfast. I’ve kept yours warm.”
“Thank you, Miss Susie. I’ve only a little headache. I won’t eat any
breakfast. I’ve important work at the office. I’m going down at once.”
As he passed her at the head of the stairs she said with a wistful look:
“Mama says she heard you stirring all night. If I can help you, won’t
you let me?”
“Yes, little comrade, I will. I’ll let you know,” he answered, swinging
quickly down the stairs and out the front door.
He found a boy on the street and sent him to Stella with his letter. He
stood at his office door and watched him until out of sight and counted
the minutes until he reappeared. He had paid him a dime on dispatching
the letter and promised to double it if he came back in a hurry. Fifteen
minutes later he smiled as he saw the boy coming in a run, his swift
bare feet making the dirt fly in the middle of the street.
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