The Translation of a Savage, CompleteParker, Gilbert
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The Translation of a Savage, Complete
Parker, Gilbert
England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Indians of North America -- Fiction; Married people -- Fiction
She paced the room, her face now in her hands, her hands now clasping
and wringing before her. Her wifely duty? She straightened to that.
Duty! She was first and before all a good, unpolluted woman. No, no, it
could not be. Love him? Again she shrank. Then came flooding on her that
afternoon when she had flung herself on Richard’s breast, and all those
hundred days of happiness in Richard’s company--Richard the considerate,
the strong, who had stood so by his honour in an hour of peril.
Now as she thought of it a hot wave shivered through all her body, and
tingled to her hair. Her face again dropped in her hands, and, as on
that other day, she knelt beside the cot, and, bursting into tears,
said through her sobs: “My baby, my own dear baby! Oh, that we could go
away--away--and never come back again!”
She did not know how intense her sobs were. They waked the child from
its delicate sleep; its blue eyes opened wide and wise all on the
instant, its round soft arm ran up to its mother’s neck, and it said:
“Don’t c’y! I want to s’eep wif you! I’se so s’eepy!”
She caught the child to her wet face, smiled at it through her tears,
went with it to her own bed, put it away in the deep whiteness, kissed
it, and fondled it away again into the heaven of sleep. When this was
done she felt calmer. How she hungered over it! This--this could not be
denied her. This, at least, was all hers, without clause or reservation,
an absolute love, and an absolute right.
She disrobed and drew in beside the child, and its little dewy cheek
touching her breast seemed to ease the ache in her soul.
But sleep would not come. All the past four years trooped by, with their
thousand incidents magnified in the sharp, throbbing light of her mind,
and at last she knew and saw clearly what was before her, what trials,
what duty, and what honour demanded--her honour.
Richard? Once for all she gently put him away from her into that
infinite distance of fine respect which a good woman can feel, who has
known what she and Richard had known--and set aside. But he had made for
her so high a standard, that for one to be measured thereby was a severe
challenge.
Could Frank come even to that measure? She dared not try to answer the
question. She feared, she shrank, she grew sick at heart. She did not
reckon with that other thing, that powerful, infinite influence which
ties a woman, she knows not how or why, to the man who led her to the
world of motherhood. Through all the wrongs which she may suffer by him,
there runs this cable of unhappy attraction, testified to by how many
sorrowful lives!
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