Seeking our sorrows, we shall be the most effectively seeking
ourselves, for truly may it be said that the value of ourselves is
but the value of our melancholy and our disquiet. As we progress, so
do they become deeper, nobler and more beautiful; and Marcus Aurelius
is to be admired above all men, because, better than all men, has he
understood how much there is of the soul in the meek resigned smile
it must wear, at the depths of us. Thus is it, too, with the sorrows
of humanity. They follow a road which resembles the road of our own
sorrows; but it is longer, and surer, and must lead to fatherlands that
the last comers alone shall know. This road also has physical sorrow
for its starting-point; it has only just rounded the fear of the gods,
and to-day it halts by a new abyss, whose depths the very best of us
have not yet sounded.
Each century holds another sorrow dear, for each century discerns
another destiny. Certain it is that we no longer interest ourselves,
as was formerly the case, in the catastrophes of passion; and the
quality of the sorrow revealed in the most tragic masterpieces of the
past is inferior to the quality of the sorrows of to-day. It is only
indirectly that these tragedies affect us now; only by means of that
which is brought to bear on the simple accidents of love or hatred
they reproduce, by the reflection and new nobility of sentiment that
the pain of living has created within us.
There are moments when it would seem as though we were on the
threshold of a new pessimism, mysterious and, perhaps, very pure.
The most redoubtable sages, Schopenhauer, Carlyle, the Russians, the
Scandinavians, and the good optimist Emerson, too (for than a wilful
optimist there is nothing more discouraging), all these have passed our
melancholy by, unexplained. We feel that, underlying all the reasons
they have essayed to give us, there are many other profounder reasons,
whose discovery has been beyond them. The sadness of man which seemed
beautiful even to them, is still susceptible of infinite ennobling,
until at last a creature of genius shall have uttered the final word
of the sorrow that shall, perhaps, wholly purify....
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