rights, and love remained the supreme refuge of all those on whom the
chains of life weighed too heavily. Here, at least, in the isolation
of this secret temple, we told ourselves that no one entered with us.
Here, for an instant, we could breathe; here, at last, it was our soul
that reigned, and free was its choice in that which was the centre of
liberty itself! But now we are told that it is not for our own sake
that we love. We are told that in the very temple of love we do but
obey the unvarying orders of an invisible throng. We are told that a
thousand centuries divide us from ourselves when we choose the woman
we love, and that the first kiss of the betrothed is but the seal that
thousands of hands, craving for birth, impress upon the lips of the
mother they desire. And, further, we know that the dead do not die. We
know now that it is not in our churches that they are to be found, but
in the houses, the habits, of us all. That there is not a gesture, a
thought, a sin, a tear, an atom of acquired consciousness that is lost
in the depths of the earth; and that at the most insignificant of our
acts our ancestors arise, not in their tombs where they move not, but
in ourselves, where they always live....
Thus are we led by past and future. And the present, which is the
substance of us, sinks to the bottom of the sea, like some tiny
island at which two irreconcilable oceans have been unceasingly
gnawing. Heredity, will, destiny, all mingle noisily in our soul; but,
notwithstanding everything, far above everything, it is the silent star
that reigns. No matter with what temporary labels we may bedeck the
monstrous vases that contain the invisible, words can tell us scarcely
anything of that which should be told. Heredity, nay destiny itself,
what are these but a ray of this star, a ray that is lost in the
mysterious night? And all that is might well be more mysterious still.
‘We give the name of destiny to all that limits us,’ says one of the
great sages of our time: wherefore it behoves us to be grateful to all
those who tremblingly grope their way the side of the frontier. ‘If
we are brutal and barbarous,’ he goes on, ‘fatality takes a form that
is brutal and barbarous. As refinement comes to us, so do our mishaps
become refined. If we rise to spiritual culture, antagonism takes
unto itself a spiritual form.’ It is perhaps true that even as our
soul soars aloft, so does it purify destiny, although it is also true
that we are menaced by the self-same sorrows that menace the savages.
But we have other sorrows of which they have no suspicion; and the
spirit, as it rises, does but discover still more, at every horizon.
‘We give the name of destiny to all that limits us.’ Let us do our
utmost that destiny become not too circumscribed. It is good to enlarge
one’s sorrows, since thus does enlargement come to our consciousness,
and there, there alone do we truly feel that we live. And it is also
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