"Simon, I don't want to consider this and still less
all the horrors of this awful day as warnings intended
for us two. But I do want them to help us to look at
life in a different way, to help us put up a prouder
and pluckier fight against the obstacles in our path.
The fact that you and I are alive while so many
others are dead forbids us to suffer in ourselves any
sort of weakness, untruth or shuffling, anything that
cannot face the broad light of day.
"Win me, Simon. For my part, I shall deserve you by
confidence and steadfastness. If we are worthy of each
other, we shall succeed and we shall not need to blush
for a happiness for which we should now have to
pay--as I have felt many times to-day--too high a
price of humiliation and shame.
"You will not try to find me, will you, Simon?
"Your promised wife,
"Isabel."
For a few moments Simon stood dumbfounded. As Isabel had foreseen, the
first shock was infinitely painful. His mind was full of conflicting
ideas which eluded his grasp. He did not attempt to understand nor did
he ask himself whether he approved of Isabel's action. He suffered as
he had never known that it was possible to suffer.
And suddenly, in the disorder of his mind, among the incoherent
suppositions which occurred to him, there flashed a horrible thought.
It was obvious that Isabel, determined to submit to her father before
the scandal of her flight was noised abroad, had conceived the
intention of returning to Lord Bakefield. But how would she put her
plan into execution? And Simon remembered that Isabel had left the
hotel in the most singular fashion, abruptly, on foot and accompanied
by a sailor carrying her bag. Now the landing-stage of the Newhaven
steamers was close to the hotel; and the night-boat would cast off her
moorings in an hour or two.
"Can she be thinking of crossing?" he muttered, shuddering as he
remembered the upheavals of the sea and the wreck of the _Queen Mary_.
He rushed towards the quay. Despite Isabel's expressed wish, he
intended to see her; and, if she resisted his love, he would at least
implore her to abandon the risk of an immediate crossing.
Directly he reached the quay, he perceived the funnels of the Newhaven
steamer behind the harbour railway-station. Isabel, without a doubt,
was there, in one of the cabins. There were a good many people about
the station and a great deal of piled-up luggage. Simon made for the
gangway, but was stopped by an official on duty:
"I have no ticket," said Simon. "I am looking for a lady who has gone
on board and who is crossing to-night."
"There are no passengers on board," said the official.
"Really? How's that?"
"The boat is not crossing. There have been orders from Paris. All
navigation is suspended."
"Ah!" said Simon Dubosc, with a start of relief. "Navigation is
suspended!"
"Yes; that is to say, as far as the line's concerned."
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