At the same moment she rose and slipped across to him. Putting her arms
round his neck, she stood holding his head to her bosom, pressing it
close, with her hand among his hair. His nostrils and mouth were
crushed against her breast. He smelled the silk of her dress and the
faint, intoxicating odour of her person. With shut eyes he owned
heavily to himself again that she was blind to him. But some other self
urged with gladness, no matter how blind she was, so that she pressed
his face upon her.
She stroked and caressed his hair, tremblingly clasped his head against
her breast, as if she would never release him; then she bent to kiss
his forehead. He took her in his arms, and they were still for awhile.
Now he wanted to blind himself with her, to blaze up all his past and
future in a passion worth years of living.
After tea they rested by the fire, while she told him all the
delightful things she had found. She had a woman’s curious passion for
details, a woman’s peculiar attachment to certain dear trifles. He
listened, smiling, revived by her delight, and forgetful of himself.
She soothed him like sunshine, and filled him with pleasure; but he
hardly attended to her words.
“Shall we go out, or are you too tired? No, you are tired—you are very
tired,” said Helena.
She stood by his chair, looking down on him tenderly.
“No,” he replied, smiling brilliantly at her, and stretching his
handsome limbs in relief—“no, not at all tired now.”
Helena continued to look down on him in quiet, covering tenderness. But
she quailed before the brilliant, questioning gaze of his eyes.
“You must go to bed early tonight,” she said, turning aside her face,
ruffling his soft black hair. He stretched slightly, stiffening his
arms, and smiled without answering. It was a very keen pleasure to be
thus alone with her and in her charge. He rose, bidding her wrap
herself up against the fog.
“You are sure you’re not too tired?” she reiterated.
He laughed.
Outside, the sea-mist was white and woolly. They went hand in hand. It
was cold, so she thrust her hand with his into the pocket of his
overcoat, while they walked together.
“I like the mist,” he said, pressing her hand in his pocket.
“I don’t dislike it,” she replied, shrinking nearer to him.
“It puts us together by ourselves,” he said. She plodded alongside,
bowing her head, not replying. He did not mind her silence.
“It couldn’t have happened better for us than this mist,” he said.
She laughed curiously, almost with a sound of tears.
“Why?” she asked, half tenderly, half bitterly.
“There is nothing else but you, and for you there is nothing else but
me—look!”
He stood still. They were on the downs, so that Helena found herself
quite alone with the man in a world of mist. Suddenly she flung herself
sobbing against his breast. He held her closely, tenderly, not knowing
what it was all about, but happy and unafraid.
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