As the sun set, the fog dispersed a little. Breaking masses of mist
went flying from cliff to cliff, and far away beyond the cliffs the
western sky stood dimmed with gold. The lovers wandered aimlessly over
the golf-links to where green mounds and turfed banks suggested to
Helena that she was tired, and would sit down. They faced the lighted
chamber of the west, whence, behind the torn, dull-gold curtains of
fog, the sun was departing with pomp.
Siegmund sat very still, watching the sunset. It was a splendid,
flaming bridal chamber where he had come to Helena. He wondered how to
express it; how other men had borne this same glory.
“What is the music of it?” he asked.
She glanced at him. His eyelids were half lowered, his mouth slightly
open, as if in ironic rhapsody.
“Of what, dear?”
“What music do you think holds the best interpretation of sunset?”
His skin was gold, his real mood was intense. She revered him for a
moment.
“I do not know,” she said quietly; and she rested her head against his
shoulder, looking out west.
There was a space of silence, while Siegmund dreamed on.
“A Beethoven symphony—the one—” and he explained to her.
She was not satisfied, but leaned against him, making her choice. The
sunset hung steady, she could scarcely perceive a change.
“The Grail music in _Lohengrin_,” she decided.
“Yes,” said Siegmund. He found it quite otherwise, but did not trouble
to dispute. He dreamed by himself. This displeased her. She wanted him
for herself. How could he leave her alone while he watched the sky? She
almost put her two hands over his eyes.
IV
The gold march of sunset passed quickly, the ragged curtains of mist
closed to. Soon Siegmund and Helena were shut alone within the dense
wide fog. She shivered with the cold and the damp. Startled, he took
her in his arms, where she lay and clung to him. Holding her closely,
he bent forward, straight to her lips. His moustache was drenched cold
with fog, so that she shuddered slightly after his kiss, and shuddered
again. He did not know why the strong tremor passed through her.
Thinking it was with fear and with cold, he undid his overcoat, put her
close on his breast, and covered her as best he could. That she feared
him at that moment was half pleasure, half shame to him. Pleadingly he
hid his face on her shoulder, held her very tightly, till his face grew
hot, buried against her soft strong throat.
“You are so big I can’t hold you,” she whispered plaintively, catching
her breath with fear. Her small hands grasped at the breadth of his
shoulders ineffectually.
“You will be cold. Put your hands under my coat,” he whispered.
He put her inside his overcoat and his coat. She came to his warm
breast with a sharp intaking of delight and fear; she tried to make her
hands meet in the warmth of his shoulders, tried to clasp him.
“See! I can’t,” she whispered.
He laughed short, and pressed her closer.
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