When Helena entered the room his eyes sought hers swiftly, as sparks
lighting on the tinder. But her eyes were only moist with tenderness.
His look instantly changed. She wondered at his being so silent, so
strange.
Coming to him in her unhesitating, womanly way—she was only twenty-six
to his thirty-eight—she stood before him, holding both his hands and
looking down on him with almost gloomy tenderness. She wore a white
dress that showed her throat gathering like a fountain-jet of solid
foam to balance her head. He could see the full white arms passing
clear through the dripping spume of lace, towards the rise of her
breasts. But her eyes bent down upon him with such gloom of tenderness
that he dared not reveal the passion burning in him. He could not look
at her. He strove almost pitifully to be with her sad, tender, but he
could not put out his fire. She held both his hands firm, pressing them
in appeal for her dream love. He glanced at her wistfully, then turned
away. She waited for him. She wanted his caresses and tenderness. He
would not look at her.
“You would like supper now, dear?” she asked, looking where the dark
hair ended, and his neck ran smooth, under his collar, to the strong
setting of his shoulders.
“Just as you will,” he replied.
Still she waited, and still he would not look at her. Something
troubled him, she thought. He was foreign to her.
“I will spread the cloth, then,” she said, in deep tones of
resignation. She pressed his hands closely, and let them drop. He took
no notice, but, still with his arms on his knees, he stared into the
fire.
In the golden glow of lamplight she set small bowls of white and
lavender sweet-peas, and mignonette, upon the round table. He watched
her moving, saw the stir of her white, sloping shoulders under the
lace, and the hollow of her shoulders firm as marble, and the slight
rise and fall of her loins as she walked. He felt as if his breast were
scalded. It was a physical pain to him.
Supper was very quiet. Helena was sad and gentle; he had a peculiar,
enigmatic look in his eyes, between suffering and mockery and love. He
was quite intractable; he would not soften to her, but remained there
aloof. He was tired, and the look of weariness and suffering was
evident to her through his strangeness. In her heart she wept.
At last she tinkled the bell for supper to be cleared. Meanwhile,
restlessly, she played fragments of Wagner on the piano.
“Will you want anything else?” asked the smiling old landlady.
“Nothing at all, thanks,” said Helena, with decision.
“Oh! then I think I will go to bed when I’ve washed the dishes. You
will put the lamp out, dear?”
“I am well used to a lamp,” smiled Helena. “We use them always at
home.”
She had had a day before Siegmund’s coming, in which to win Mrs
Curtiss’ heart, and she had been successful. The old lady took the
tray.
“Good-night, dear—good-night, sir. I will leave you. You will not be
long, dear?”
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