“Breakfast is quite ready,” she said.
“And I for breakfast—but shall I do?”
She glanced at him. He was without a collar, so his throat was bare
above the neck-band of his flannel shirt. Altogether she disapproved of
his slovenly appearance. He was usually so smart in his dress.
“I would not trouble,” she said almost sarcastically.
Whistling, he threw the towel on a chair.
“How did you sleep?” she asked gravely, as she watched him beginning to
eat.
“Like the dead—solid,” he replied”. “And you?”
“Oh, pretty well, thanks,” she said, rather piqued that he had slept so
deeply, whilst she had tossed, and had called his name in a torture of
sleeplessness.
“I haven’t slept like that for years,” he said enthusiastically. Helena
smiled gently on him. The charm of his handsome, healthy zest came over
her. She liked his naked throat and his shirt-breast, which suggested
the breast of the man beneath it. She was extraordinarily happy, with
him so bright. The dark-faced pansies, in a little crowd, seemed gaily
winking a golden eye at her.
After breakfast, while Siegmund dressed, she went down to the sea. She
dwelled, as she passed, on all tiny, pretty things—on the barbaric
yellow ragwort, and pink convolvuli; on all the twinkling of flowers,
and dew, and snail-tracks drying in the sun. Her walk was one long
lingering. More than the spaces, she loved the nooks, and fancy more
than imagination.
She wanted to see just as she pleased, without any of humanity’s
previous vision for spectacles. So she knew hardly any flower’s name,
nor perceived any of the relationships, nor cared a jot about an
adaptation or a modification. It pleased her that the lowest browny
florets of the clover hung down; she cared no more. She clothed
everything in fancy.
“That yellow flower hadn’t time to be brushed and combed by the fairies
before dawn came. It is tousled …” so she thought to herself. The pink
convolvuli were fairy horns or telephones from the day fairies to the
night fairies. The rippling sunlight on the sea was the Rhine maidens
spreading their bright hair to the sun. That was her favourite form of
thinking. The value of all things was in the fancy they evoked. She did
not care for people; they were vulgar, ugly, and stupid, as a rule.
Her sense of satisfaction was complete as she leaned on the low
sea-wall, spreading her fingers to warm on the stones, concocting magic
out of the simple morning. She watched the indolent chasing of wavelets
round the small rocks, the curling of the deep blue water round the
water-shadowed reefs.
“This is very good,” she said to herself. “This is eternally cool, and
clean and fresh. It could never be spoiled by satiety.”
She tried to wash herself with the white and blue morning, to clear
away the soiling of the last night’s passion.
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