Presently the breeze, and Siegmund, dropped asleep. The sun was pouring
with dreadful persistence. It beat and beat on Helena, gradually
drawing her from her book in a confusion of thought. She closed her
eyes wearily, longing for shade. Vaguely she felt a sympathy with Adam
in “Adam Cast Forth”. Her mind traced again the tumultuous, obscure
strugglings of the two, forth from Eden through the primitive
wildernesses, and she felt sorrowful. Thinking of Adam blackened with
struggle, she looked down at Siegmund. The sun was beating him upon the
face and upon his glistening brow. His two hands, which lay out on the
grass, were full of blood, the veins of his wrists purple and swollen
with heat. Yet he slept on, breathing with a slight, panting motion.
Helena felt deeply moved. She wanted to kiss him as he lay helpless,
abandoned to the charge of the earth and the sky. She wanted to kiss
him, and shed a few tears. She did neither, but instead, moved her
position so that she shaded his head. Cautiously putting her hand on
his hair, she found it warm, quite hot, as when you put your hand under
a sitting hen, and feel the hot-feathered bosom.
“It will make him ill,” she whispered to herself, and she bent over to
smell the hot hair. She noticed where the sun was scalding his
forehead. She felt very pitiful and helpless when she saw his brow
becoming inflamed with the sun-scalding.
Turning weariedly away, she sought relief in the landscape. But the sea
was glittering unbearably, like a scaled dragon wreathing. The houses
of Freshwater slept, as cattle sleep motionless in the hollow valley.
Green Farringford on the slope, was drawn over with a shadow of heat
and sleep. In the bay below the hill the sea was hot and restless.
Helena was sick with sunshine and the restless glitter of water.
“‘And there shall be no more sea,’” she quoted to herself, she knew not
wherefrom.
“No more sea, no more anything,” she thought dazedly, as she sat in the
midst of this fierce welter of sunshine. It seemed to her as if all the
lightness of her fancy and her hope were being burned away in this
tremendous furnace, leaving her, Helena, like a heavy piece of slag
seamed with metal. She tried to imagine herself resuming the old
activities, the old manner of living.
“It is impossible,” she said; “it is impossible! What shall I be when I
come out of this? I shall not come out, except as metal to be cast in
another shape. No more the same Siegmund, no more the same life. What
will become of us—what will happen?”
She was roused from these semi-delirious speculations in the sun
furnace by Siegmund’s waking. He opened his eyes, took a deep breath,
and looked smiling at Helena.
“It is worth while to sleep,” said he, “for the sake of waking like
this. I was dreaming of huge ice-crystals.”
She smiled at him. He seemed unconscious of fate, happy and strong. She
smiled upon him almost in condescension.
“I should like to realize your dream,” she said. “This is terrible!”
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