They sailed on past the chequered round towers. The sea opened, and
they looked out to eastward into the sea-space. Siegmund wanted to
flee. He yearned to escape down the open ways before him. Yet he knew
he would be carried on to London. He watched the sea-ways closing up.
The shore came round. The high old houses stood flat on the right hand.
The shore swept round in a sickle, reaping them into the harbour. There
the old _Victory_, gay with myriad pointed pennons, was harvested,
saved for a trophy.
“It is a dreadful thing,” thought Siegmund, “to remain as a trophy when
there is nothing more to do.” He watched the landing-stages swooping
nearer. There were the trains drawn up in readiness. At the other end
of the train was London.
He could scarcely bear to have Helena before him for another two hours.
The suspense of that protracted farewell, while he sat opposite her in
the beating train, would cost too much. He longed to be released from
her.
They had got their luggage, and were standing at the foot of the
ladder, in the heat of the engines and the smell of hot oil, waiting
for the crowd to pass on, so that they might ascend and step off the
ship on to the mainland.
“Won’t you let me go by the South-Western, and you by the Brighton?”
asked Siegmund, hesitating, repeating the morning’s question.
Helena looked at him, knitting her brows with misgiving and perplexity.
“No,” she replied. “Let us go together.”
Siegmund followed her up the iron ladder to the quay.
There was no great crowd on the train. They easily found a second-class
compartment without occupants. He swung the luggage on the rack and sat
down, facing Helena.
“Now,” said he to himself, “I wish I were alone.”
He wanted to think and prepare himself.
Helena, who was thinking actively, leaned forward to him to say:
“Shall I not go down to Cornwall?”
By her soothing willingness to do anything for him, Siegmund knew that
she was dogging him closely. He could not bear to have his anxiety
protracted.
“But you have promised Louisa, have you not?” he replied.
“Oh, well!” she said, in the peculiar slighting tone she had when she
wished to convey the unimportance of affairs not touching him.
“Then you must go,” he said.
“But,” she began, with harsh petulance, “I do not want to go down to
Cornwall with _Louisa and Olive_”—she accentuated the two names—“after
_this_,” she added.
“Then Louisa will have no holiday—and you have promised,” he said
gravely.
Helena looked at him. She saw he had decided that she should go.
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