"I've been waiting for you a very long time," said the lawyer from his
bed. He had been reading something by the light of a candle but now he
laid it onto the bedside table and put his glasses on, looking at K.
sharply through them. Instead of apologising K. said, "I'll be leaving
again soon." As he had not apologised the lawyer ignored what K. said,
and replied, "I won't let you in this late again next time." "I find
that quite acceptable," said K. The lawyer looked at him quizzically.
"Sit down," he said. "As you wish," said K., drawing a chair up to the
bedside table and sitting down. "It seemed to me that you locked the
door," said the lawyer. "Yes," said K., "it was because of Leni." He
had no intention of letting anyone off lightly. But the lawyer asked
him, "Was she being importunate again?" "Importunate?" asked K. "Yes,"
said the lawyer, laughing as he did so, had a fit of coughing and then,
once it had passed, began to laugh again. "I'm sure you must have
noticed how importunate she can be sometimes," he said, and patted K.'s
hand which K. had rested on the bedside table and which he now snatched
back. "You don't attach much importance to it, then," said the lawyer
when K. was silent, "so much the better. Otherwise I might have needed
to apologise to you. It is a peculiarity of Leni's. I've long since
forgiven her for it, and I wouldn't be talking of it now, if you hadn't
locked the door just now. Anyway, perhaps I should at least explain this
peculiarity of hers to you, but you seem rather disturbed, the way
you're looking at me, and so that's why I'll do it, this peculiarity of
hers consists in this: Leni finds most of the accused attractive. She
attaches herself to each of them, loves each of them, even seems to be
loved by each of them; then she sometimes entertains me by telling me
about them when I allow her to. I am not so astonished by all of this as
you seem to be. If you look at them in the right way the accused really
can be attractive, quite often. But that is a remarkable and to some
extent scientific phenomenon. Being indicted does not cause any clear,
precisely definable change in a person's appearance, of course. But
it's not like with other legal matters, most of them remain in their
usual way of life and, if they have a good lawyer looking after them,
the trial doesn't get in their way. But there are nonetheless those who
have experience in these matters who can look at a crowd, however big,
and tell you which among them is facing a charge. How can they do that,
you will ask? My answer will not please you. It is simply that those who
are facing a charge are the most attractive. It cannot be their guilt
that makes them attractive as not all of them are guilty--at least
that's what I, as a lawyer, have to say--and nor can it be the proper
punishment that has made them attractive as not all of them are
punished, so it can only be that the proceedings levelled against them
take some kind of hold on them.
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