Why? Was it something personal for his uncle's sake, or
did he really see K.'s case as one that was exceptional and hoped to be
able to distinguish himself with it, either for K.'s sake or--and this
possibility could never be excluded--for his friends at the court. It
was not possible to learn anything by looking at him, even though K. was
scrutinizing him quite brazenly. It could almost be supposed he was
deliberately hiding his thoughts as he waited to see what effect his
words would have. But he clearly deemed K.'s silence to be favourable
for himself and he continued, "You will have noticed the size of my
office, but that I don't employ any staff to help me. That used to be
quite different, there was a time when several young lawyers were
working for me but now I work alone. This is partly to do with changes
in the way I do business, in that I concentrate nowadays more and more
on matters such as your own case, and partly to do with the ever deeper
understanding that I acquire from these legal matters. I found that I
could never let anyone else deal with this sort of work unless I wanted
to harm both the client and the job I had taken on. But the decision to
do all the work myself had its obvious result: I was forced to turn
almost everyone away who asked me to represent them and could only
accept those I was especially interested in--well there are enough
creatures who leap at every crumb I throw down, and they're not so very
far away. Most importantly, I became ill from over-work. But despite
that I don't regret my decision, quite possibly I should have turned
more cases away than I did, but it did turn out to be entirely necessary
for me to devote myself fully to the cases I did take on, and the
successful results showed that it was worth it. I once read a
description of the difference between representing someone in ordinary
legal matters and in legal matters of this sort, and the writer
expressed it very well. This is what he said: some lawyers lead their
clients on a thread until judgement is passed, but there are others who
immediately lift their clients onto their shoulders and carry them all
the way to the judgement and beyond. That's just how it is. But it was
quite true when I said I never regret all this work. But if, as in your
case, they are so fully misunderstood, well, then I come very close to
regretting it." All this talking did more to make K. impatient than to
persuade him. From the way the lawyer was speaking, K. thought he could
hear what he could expect if he gave in, the delays and excuses would
begin again, reports of how the documents were progressing, how the mood
of the court officials had improved, as well as all the enormous
difficulties--in short all that he had heard so many times before would
be brought out again even more fully, he would try to mislead K. with
hopes that were never specified and to make him suffer with threats that
were never clear. He had to put a stop to that, so he said, "What will
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